The Lion's Share

Moving Day

2011-02-14T08:00:00.001-05:00

It's moving day!!! A while back I came on here and declared that it was time to let go of my old website.

"Letting Go"

It seems that day has finally arrived.

Introducing the NEW LionArt Creations!

The new address is http://www.lion-art.com Update your bookmarks!

Please join me there now!

XO

Moving Along

2011-02-11T08:00:00.001-05:00

Pret A Manger Lunch!

I am deviating from my blog schedule today...this whole week has been a bit off with the long weekend and all...so no food blog today :( I haven't done any cooking this week to write about! (Besides some quick slow cooker chili with bbq pulled pork, black beans and okra). There has been a lot of shifts and changes.

I've been noticing that a lot of things have been revolving around moving lately. My office has moved across the floor, my website is moving to another location...(more on that later :)
So there's been a lot of taking personal things back to my apartment...packing up desk supplies...

I looked at it as an opportunity to purge and to separate my work/office life from my home life. I was going to say "home, real life." But they are both my reality right now, no matter how much I want change...or despite the changes that are occurring.

So office will be office and home will be home. With a few personal touches on my desk to make me happy but not feel tied there.

New cubicle wall

I've been sneezing from all the dust moving kicks up. I suppose this is what happens when we start moving things around in our lives. We kick up some dust...and sneeze a little...but then we have a brand new view.

And speaking of new views...this is the last full blog I'm going to post here on blogger! Yes, on Monday I'm launching my new website which will house the blog, my photo galleries, writing samples, Etsy link. It will be one-stop shopping for all things LionArt Creations.

XO

Scotch, Tea and Tiaras

2011-02-08T09:30:00.007-05:00

Hard at work in the kitchen...

This seems to be the season of food at friend's houses. The fall held the weekend at my cousin's, last weekend I had brunch at Kim's...and this past Sunday was pizza in town and then a combined effort at whisky-laced apple cake (we sort of veered off recipe).

The day started off with something new for me...a trip on New Jersey Transit. Mint tea in hand, I was off for a day of girl time with Sara and Heather.

One of the many things I loved about the day, was that it was completely unplanned and relaxed. We decided to go into town for pizza instead of making lunch at the house, which was the original "plan." If we had followed that plan, though, I wouldn't have been introduced to french fry, chicken and hot sauce pizza or Greek salad pizza...what a tragedy that would have been!

Delicious Insanity

Healthy, right???

I had brought two little cookbooks obtained while in Inverness a few years ago so we started to make "Apple Plate Cake" when we returned to the house. However, it quickly turned into our own boozy concoction of apples, whisky and cinnamon...mixed with a lot of laughter and a wee bit of gossip.

Cake before it went into the oven

While we waited for the cake to bake...we drank tea, whisky, wore crowns and watched Doctor Who at the Proms...you know, the usual. I also repeatedly disappointed Sara with all the movies I haven't seen. No, I've never seen "The Godfather" or "ET."

My new snuggle buddy, Roxy

Sara donned the traditional Antlers for weekend gatherings

And Heather introduced the ceremonial copper fish...

Cake!

Beautiful Roxy

It was a great day of relaxing and no schedules...which set the tone for the rest of my long weekend.

I very consciously watched TV for practically 2 days straight...instead of just zombie-ing out in front of the tube. I think that, sometimes, there are great gifts to be had from TV. Certain lines are spoken and felt deep. They ring true with what I'm thinking or going through at the moment. And that's a wonderful gift. It was also a great gift to not have any pressing business besides opening the door for my grocery delivery.

Should I admit that I've spent most of the weekend in my pjs, watching Bones, Community and Torchwood...while occasionally drinking red wine and eating peanut butter straight out of the jar? Why not? I also felt bizarre delight from placing my empty dinner plates on the floor and then curling up in my big orange chair to get back to the show. I would have found this lazy and weird at one time...but this weekend I found it freeing.

It also kept me from posting this blog "on time." But I suppose it's all part of a long weekend. I took the words "days off" very seriously.

Roasted Roots

2011-02-04T09:00:00.003-05:00

This began as another Jamie Oliver recipe:

Bubble and Squeak with Sausages and Onion Gravy

And then I ran out of time over the weekend and ended up having to make it on a Monday night after work. Needless to say I wasn't much in the mood to cook. So instead, I cut up all the veggies the night before (carrots, potatoes, turnip, brussels sprouts) and popped them all in the crockpot before I left for work in the morning. I mixed it all up with olive oil, sea salt, onion powder, pepper and herbs de provence. *On low for 8-10 hours.

Then, when I got home that night, I had some yummy slow-cooked (roasted) veggies to snack on while I made the rest of the recipe (the sausages and onion gravy). I "cheated" a little bit on that part too...buying a sausage that was already one big spiral...whereas in the recipe you create your own with two different kinds of linked sausage.

Then I put it all together! And it travels really well for work lunches!

Yellow Flower Tote Bag

2011-02-02T15:09:00.001-05:00

I took this photo while on vacation in St. Thomas back in 2003. What a wonderfully relaxing week that was. Breakfasting on the terrace while a Caribbean shower fell upon the beach and then rum-spiked smoothies with lunch.

I thought we could all use a dose of the island on this snowy, icy day.

Flower Tote Bag: $12.00

Feeling the Fear...and Doing it Anyway

2011-01-31T08:00:00.005-05:00

A delicious treat at Kim's

I have spent the last week or so marveling at how everything has been manifesting. I feel as if I've been swept up by this giant wave of beautiful forward motion and I can't even remember standing on the shore.

But along with that, has come some uncomfortable feelings because THINGS ARE HAPPENING. And they are things I've been wishing and preparing for.

Oh. My. Goodness!

My life is starting to really head in the direction I've been reaching for and it's bringing up the "new job feelings." You know, when you start a new job and you feel all out of whack...not fully grounded because you don't feel all that confident and stable in your new responsibilities yet? That's where I am, partially. The other part thinks it's pretty neat that magic is happening.

I've been hard at work on a new website and it has been a big learning curve. I'm pretty happy with the way it's coming along and am hoping to launch it around Valentine's Day...awww.

I've also been trying to experiment with balancing out my quiet time at home i.e. turning off the TV so as not to numb myself down instead of doing healthy things like yoga or meditation. I, of course, still enjoy watching my favorite shows...that won't ever change.

Another thing I realized I needed this week was to up being social with friends, but on a small scale. So I spent this past weekend over at some friend's apartments! I had a wonderful St. Andrews dinner with Sara on Friday and then crashed at her place. It was like an old-school slumber party. We stayed up late watching stuff on youtube and then spent the morning watching Dr. Who and an Indiana Jones related documentary on The History Channel (while drinking tea and eating toast).

A funny sight after lunch at the diner, with Sara

And yesterday I went to Kim's for lunch, cranberry wine, chat and...tango dancing! Yes! Kim and I tangoed in our socks all around her living room. It was a glorious afternoon.

SO yummy

Kim's Kitty was very frisky

That's what my dreams needed. A little break and friends to feel nourished by. All is well and I will keep pressing forward with all the wonderful changes. Still feeling the fear...but doing it all anyway. And maybe I'll stop for brunch and a dance a little bit more often.

XO

Italian Bread & Cabbage Soup

2011-01-28T08:00:00.002-05:00

Dear GOD! This is one of the tastiest things I've ever made and I have the wonderful Jamie Oliver to thank for it.

I love Jamie Oliver's show "Jamie at Home" which is where I discovered this recipe:

Italian Bread and Cabbage Soup with Sage Butter

It was part of an episode that addressed winter vegetables! I also, totally covet his outdoor kitchen.

Last time I made this soup, I seriously flubbed the amount of cabbage I cooked and made enough to feed an army. I was eating it practically 3 times a day for two weeks.

(This was also the time I began my love affair with beer...and this dish goes so well with a nice ale. I'm pretty sure I gained about 10 pounds).

I can imagine myself getting the cabbage, rosemary and sage out of my own garden and putting the piping hot dish in the middle of a big beat up wooden kitchen table...ready for everyone to dig in. It seems meant for a group. But I'll do my best to polish it off all on my own. ;)

This time around I made it a much more realistic size...with red cabbage & kale. I really like this recipe because you can follow it loosely and it still comes out unbelievably delicious. An easy, hearty winter meal...comfort food to the max.

And I have to say...even with having a lot of it, I still enjoy the last bowl as much as the first.

XO

Sunshine & Rain

2011-01-26T08:00:00.006-05:00

I took this photograph on my first trip to Scotland, back in April 2004.

Our first stop outside of Edinburgh was Blair Castle and the grounds were so lovely! We even met our first Highland cow...awww.

I was transfixed with everything I saw and couldn't stop clicking away with my camera. I switched to color film after this and never turned back.

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This is an 8x10 matted (size includes mat) print of a sundial in the rain, Perthshire, Scotland. Mat color is black.

Scottish Sundial Photo Print - SOLD

XO

Clouds and Rainbows

2011-01-24T08:00:00.002-05:00

I was watching Master Class with Maya Angelou on Oprah's new network (OWN) last weekend and became inspired! This woman is phenomenal indeed. I had my journal next to me throughout the entire program.

She said that she always says "yes" to doing good/interesting things...and then will do the background work required to get the work done...in other words, she takes opportunities and chances. She moves forward.

Inspiring!

I'm hoping that I can be a good example and practice what I preach here (Maya also said that you need to live what you teach to others...something I heartily agree with).

She also said something to the effect of, "we are all human, therefore nothing human is alien to us".

There is dark and light in all of us. We are capable of both so we shouldn't look down on others for their "failings." Including ourselves! It all comes down to choices. We can reach beyond what we think we are capable of.

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It has come to my attention that I need to work a wee bit harder at creating and recognizing that there is sacred space wherever I am in the present. It might make my final time in New York a little easier. After all, I'll be taking me and that space with me wherever I go in the future.

So, I'm working hard at creating goodness where I am and looking forward to saying "yes" first when amazing opportunities come up in the future (and then figuring out "how"). I'm also trying not to be too hard on myself for going off track. I'm marvelously human...I can't help it sometimes.

Some wonderful quotes from Maya Angelou's Master Class:

"Prepare yourself to be a rainbow in someone's clouds..."

"Love liberates...it doesn't bind."

I love the idea of being a rainbow.

XO

P.S. I found a link to the show online!

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/i9bwAfwuYyg/

Seafood Soup Improv

2011-01-21T08:00:00.002-05:00

I was reminded, last week, about how important it is to eat fatty fish...like salmon. Something my diet had been lacking. So to remedy that, I decided to make some sort of fish soup using easy ingredients.

Fresh Direct is fantastic in that you can buy pre cut this and that (I'm sure this is true for a lot of grocery stores). This time, I took advantage of the package of Soup Greens and Fish Cubes (I love using the fish cubes to make soup).

You still have to do a little bit of chopping, but it's minimal.

Last year I made a different, but still very much improvised, seafood soup

Everything I, basically, needed

Here's what I used:

1 Package Soup Greens (onion, red potato, turnip, parsnip, carrot, celery, parsley...) cut into cubes

1 Package Fish Cubes (in this case it was a mix of salmon and tuna, I think)

2 32 oz. Cartons of organic vegetable stock

Garlic Croutons

A couple handfuls of frozen spinach

1-2 cloves of garlic, minced

Chili Powder

Salt

Pepper

1/2 tsp Powdered Kelp *optional*

I cooked the onion in some olive oil until they began to soften (about 5 minutes) and added garlic, salt and chili powder, sauteed for another 2 min. Then I added the rest of the cubed veggies.

Next I added the stock and brought it all to a boil and then let simmer for about 20 minutes.

Then I added the fish. Let simmer for another 5 minutes...and added the spinach. Simmer, Simmer Simmer!

In the end, I believe I added some ground lemon peel and the kelp for an added boost of nutrition.

Garnish with the garlic croutons...YUMMY!!!

I'm a Winner!

2011-01-17T08:30:00.008-05:00

I've been planning and working on my next trip to Scotland, and one of the elements of this plan is a workshop I'm taking on Iona. This time, scholarships were available and I applied.

I don't usually expect to win stuff. For as long as I can remember...winning has been a rare occurrence. I lost in the housing lottery at FIT two years and had to live off campus as one example.

I did win a giant bunny-rabbit in a church raffle back in High School, but that was because my dearly departed Dad bought most of the tickets (I think he wanted it more than me)!

Skip to the present...and I have been awarded one of the Iona scholarships!!!

I know it's because that God and The Universe help us out when we are headed down the right path, following our dreams instead of simple prizes. Who knows, maybe my Dad bought most of the tickets again...

This is a wonderful piece for the dream puzzle because I am still in the paying down debt and saving money phase of my Creative Dream journey.

So I'm off to Scotland in a little over 2 months. I have my plane ticket and the very appreciated scholarship already in my possession...next up train tickets to Oban etc. I wonder if it's too soon to start packing?

XO

Mac & Cheese Soup

2011-01-14T08:00:00.001-05:00

I love using the ampersand...I really do.

So, Mac & Cheese soup, y'all!

I was inspired when my friend and co-worker Glen brought in some that his wife had made. I immediately looked up some recipes and then promptly ditched them to do it my way.

Mostly because I couldn't find the cheese soup on Fresh Direct...and because I was a little afraid of the contents.

So...call me "Sandra Lee" this week because this uses all boxed, canned and frozen items...I am still decompressing from the holidays, it seems.

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I bought 2 boxes of organic mac and cheese and a bag of frozen veggies (broccoli, carrots and cauliflower).

I cooked the pasta until it was al dente...then added the butter and cheese mix and veggies.

THEN, I was going to add a can of organic cream of mushroom soup but felt it was too little soup and instead opted for the carton of cream of broccoli I had and let it all simmer for about 20-30 minutes (until the veggies were cooked).

In the end, I added a little cayenne and water to thin out the soup until I was happy :)

It was quick, cheap and...

YUM!

XO

Teardrops and Fire

2011-01-12T08:00:00.002-05:00

Terracotta dish: 5x5"

One day, years ago, I felt like painting something. I took an ad containing a photo of a woman looking up and turned her into my model. The rest was pure imagination.

It's the only painting of mine that I still have hanging on my wall and it's very indicative of my mood at the time. I've cropped it and applied it to various creations...including this dish:

The painting inspired the following poem, which I included on the finished dish:

Ghostly ocean eyes

drizzle blue sleet

over a chilled face

waiting for fire

--Lee Ann Monat

I love looking at this now because I feel as if I've finally found my fire.

Teardrops and Fire Dish - $25.00

New Year, New View

2011-01-10T00:25:00.002-05:00

Finished Chili

I am sitting here on a quiet Sunday afternoon with some turkey chili cooking away, music playing, laundry waiting to be sorted...and yes, a messy apartment. However, I don't feel as tied to the physical place as I once did. Yes, I have bills and rent etc. but that is just in the meantime. I'm moving toward something new and better (for me).

I stayed in this weekend because I've been so busy and it's nice to not have to be anywhere for a change...but also because I don't want to go outside. I don't want to immerse myself in the energy of this city when I don't have to. More and more signs that it's time to move on.

Fried plantains on the side

I remember feeling sort of out of control a year ago. Not quite knowing where I could go, but knowing that I needed to get out of here and that was a scary place to be. The "hows" were overwhelming. I still don't know "how" but I'm choosing to trust that as all the shackles keep falling away the path will be made clear.

I continue to learn about myself and how to be easier on me. For example, no New Year's resolutions.

New Years used to come around and I would feel depressed if nothing seemed to have changed from the previous year. That probably had something to do with the fact that, in essence, I was standing still/spinning my wheels. I realize, now, that when I don't know which way to go...if I stand still a little while (and listen) eventually the winds will blow me in the right direction. It's the listening that makes all the difference...and embracing the changes. Before I used to rail against them.

I actually submitted a little piece to The Fabulous Beekman Boy's blog about my take on New Year's resolutions. It didn't get picked up, but so many people seemed to think the same things I did! And rather than be disappointed in not making their blog...well, hey, I have my own!!!

New Year’s resolutions...I’ve never found many pros in doing this. I used to frantically put my list together when a new year began. I thought of it as a big do-over for my life but would inevitably fail and then feel badly about myself.

In recent years I’ve found my path through healthy eating, cooking, herbal medicine and practicing radical self-love and acceptance. Resolutions simply feel negative and all self-judgey...which I can't stand!

Maybe some people do well with forcing rules on themselves for some structure but I’ve never gotten any results from being militant over anything. In fact, my willfulness comes out in full force when I do and I end up rebelling...and it feels sort of ridiculous to rebel against myself! Maybe it’s the artist in me but I need to have freedom, fun, and an attitude of “YES” in order to thrive.

So I’ve resolved not to make resolutions anymore (unless they are to keep living a healthy, happy life). I’m not sure why we feel we have to always put limits on ourselves which can weigh us down. Through committing to constantly learn, be healthy, laugh, create beauty, and be true to my dreams and authentic self I am able to move forward instead of being stuck in the loop of the yearly do-over. It is so much more liberating than putting on those old shackles that the new year used to bring and certainly makes me happy.

XO

I think the biggest difference this year is the calmness surrounding the dreams. That's new and interesting for me to experience. I have no doubt that there will be difficulties ahead, but at least I feel as if I'm on the right track. I'm taking baby steps towards change...starting with a new website/blog. I picked a new template and that feels so good! Things are moving forward. :)

Getting Back into the Kitchen!

2011-01-07T08:00:00.007-05:00

I spent New Year's Eve weekend in flux. Partially relaxing, and slowly getting my butt back into the kitchen! All the while, singing my heart out along with my iPod.

I admit...I've been eating out of cans and boxes for the past week. Before that I was emptying my wallet buying lunch in the city every day and dinner on the way home. I confess, I even ate crackers and cheese for breakfast a few mornings (I basically ate my weight in cheese and chocolate due to all the free food in the office before and between the holidays). I was simply too tired to cook...and too busy finishing up my holiday gifts...so I thought I'd give myself a break. This blog slid off as well...hence the disorganized posts this week. But I'm slowly getting back in gear!

Back to New Year's weekend...

I alternately drank wine, made yogurt and cooked all the leftover food in my fridge. I made Sweet Potato Gratin With Coconut Milk and Chipotle Chile:

Before

After

I turned some frozen brussels sprouts and canned beets into a lemon-thyme infused treat:

Before, Beautiful!

After, delicious!

A little egg with my collard greens? Yes, Please!

I had some with dinner, and then used the rest in savory oatmeal for two mornings...

I have high hopes for this weekend since I'll be in again...fingers crossed that the predicted snow won't keep my Fresh Direct order from arriving like last time!

XO

My New, Plaid Kicks!

2011-01-06T08:00:00.006-05:00

My dorkdom is now complete. One of the side effects of all this Doctor Who watching is that it has inspired me to buy a pair of high top Converse All-Stars (for all the non-Who fans out there...the 10th Doctor [David Tennant] wears them).

I used to have a knock-off pair when I was in Junior High/High School and loved them but then didn't think they were "me" anymore.

Well, I ask you...what could be more me now??? :)

Through exploring and experimenting with my wardrobe (Dress for Success) this past year, I've found that I like adding touches of whimsy to my closet...and these sneakers certainly fit the bill.

Yes...they would be better if they were, in fact, attached to David Tennant...but otherwise, I'm enjoying them immensely.

XO

And I got them on CRAZY sale! Yay!

Be a Creative Dreamer!!!

2011-01-05T08:00:00.001-05:00

I am delighted to be using this week's featured product segment to promote my wonderful creative coach Andrea! She is the amazing woman who runs the Creative Dreaming online workshop that I've been participating in. 2010 was fabulous and 2011 will be even more purposeful and exciting!

Andrea and I "met" on an online forum inspired by SARK years ago. It's been a delight seeing her grow as a person as well as a creative dreamer (and doer)! She's very inspiring and grounding...sharing her journey as well as others'...and encouraging everyone to live their dreams.

She has been featuring an interview series on her blog about people who have stepped out of their day jobs and into their creative businesses...and now she has added herself to that list! Congrats, Andrea! I had the pleasure of asking her a few questions yesterday:

What prompted you to go into this line of work?

My whole adult life, I have had a strong desire to earn my living with my creativity. I explored and experimented with a lot of different paths to figure out how to do that. My 20s were spent exploring my creative potential as an artist, and exploring my creative potential as a spiritual being, via creative visualisation, positive affirmations and healing work. The more I explored, the more I found these two things are the same thing. How I create a painting or a meal or a sweater is the same way that I create everything in my life.

So then I started studying spirituality more intently, taking classes and becoming accredited as a teacher/mentor/healer. I started to create my own classes and workshops to teach and lead healing meditation circles. I wasn't think of it as a job at that point, I was doing it because I loved it. And mostly because I so loved the freedom of discovering that I can create anything I want in my life - that I wanted to share it with anyone and everyone who would listen.

And so my workshops grew and grew and I started to realise that I would be more useful in the world, and I would enjoy my life a whole lot more, if I didn't have a job and could focus on this work all the time. So I made my plan to do just that.

How has pursuing helping others helped you?

Helping others keeps me on track. If I am going to tell you that you can live your dreams then I better be doing everything I can to live more or else I am a hypocrite - so it is really important to be to live what I teach.

Helping others really is the fastest way to help yourself. It is a spiritual law that we receive what we give. The more I am helping others to make their dreams come true, the easier it becomes for me to make my dreams come true.

What did you do on your first day of self employment?

I stayed in my PJs all day, lol! Mostly, I did a lot of writing - blog posts for my blog, guest posts for other blogs, and preparations for my January coaching special. I did some art - I have a few paper doll soul portrait commissions I am working on. And I spent some time with a few new projects. Also I spent a surprising (to me!) amount of time answering email.

I also started cleaning out my closets and moving some furniture around to make my home more appropriate as a full time work place. And I kept giggling and smiling about how good it feels to be here. Finally.

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I did a creative coaching session with Andrea over the summer and came away totally refreshed and excited to move forward with my dreams! I highly recommend it.

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I really can't say enough good things about Andrea and ABCcreativity. Her site offers a wide range of creative tools to aid us in our dreamy pursuits. She is a wonderful ally and support system...she simply sparkles!

XO

*All images used, with permission, from ABCcreativity.com

Happy Creative New Year!

2011-01-01T18:15:00.005-05:00

Happy New Year, Everyone!

I wanted to put up the first blog of the new year, on the first day of the new year...and like 2010, it's another Creative Dreaming year! Woohoo!

I'm writing this in the midst of drinking some apple-peach wine, knitting and watching a Who Year's Marathon on BBC America. :D

The first assignment of 2011 is to assess what seems possible right now.

A lot feels possible right now. If I look at the list I made at the start of last year...well, there's certainly a lot I still haven't done...but to be fair there are 100 items on it. I could spend the rest of my life working to attain them all. And oh, what a life that will be! :)

At this moment, the most possible thing seems to be moving out of New York City. So many things have been attributing to this: my noisy upstairs neighbor...the rising costs of living in this already expensive city...my increasing savings and decreasing debt (it's gotten to a very un-stifling level which has also resulted in me treating myself to various post holiday gifts!) and most of all...the fact that I am not a New Yorker. I'm not sure I ever was one, but I'm certainly not one now. I want a better life and one in which I'm thriving and loving what I do. Not just making due. I want to live, not simply exist.

So, in that spirit...I've started the New Year quietly at home in my own space rather than in the city or in someone else's house. It was the first New Year's Eve that I've spent by myself in YEARS. At first I was a bit depressed by this fact but after spending the whole of New Year's Eve Day with my Sister and her family, I had to get back to Queens...and that trip on the Subway is always a huge reminder of how much I don't want to live here anymore. It's not my city.

I'm entering into another hibernation phase before beginning my last year of apprenticeship, another amazing trip to Scotland (the 3rd on my own) and if I'm lucky, the final year of paying off credit card debt (my student loan is another matter all together). During this time I hope to get my website in better working order and continue pursuing ways of making LionArt Creations and The Lion's Share a wonder-full source of income. Also, in February I'll be taking an open hearth cooking class at Mystic Seaport with my Mom!

I hope to keep developing all of my hearth-tending skills. It's when I'm happiest. Then I feel like my opportunities to move out of this city and on to where I'll feel more at home will open up. Here's to tying up loose ends and living our creative dreams!

So happy New Year everyone! I'm going to sign off and get back to Doctor Who, wine, knitting and trying to ignore my upstairs neighbor, who seems to be repeatedly dropping loud objects on his supposedly carpeted floor.

Through the Wall, Pompeii

2010-12-29T09:07:00.002-05:00

Pompeii

I'm still trying to get my blog back on track...so in that spirit, I'm featuring an item that is already listed on my Etsy page.

This was taken with my good, old, manual, Pentax K-1000 while in Pompeii, 2005 (that's right, film!). A friend of mine called me over to look through a wall and this is what I saw! Gorgeous. Pompeii was definitely one of my favorite places in Italy...due to my love of ruins. It's such a hauntingly beautiful place. The silence was full of noise...almost as if I could hear the people who once walked along the streets, lived in the homes, and shopped in the markets.

The photo is matted in black and the size, total, is 8"x10."

Column, Pompeii- $20.00

XO

I hope everyone still snowed in is staying warm!

P.S. The Silhouette Box is still available

Surprise, Surprise...

2010-12-26T20:08:00.013-05:00

I "mastered" fair isle for my nephews' Christmas gifts...

I am freshly back from Christmas in Connecticut...and surrounded by snow.

I am SO ready for the holidays to be over so I can get back to some semblance of a schedule (and I always use the word "schedule" very loosely). I want to get my blog back on schedule too...

This week's Creative Dreaming assignment was to make a list of all the things that have surprised and delighted me this year. I'll admit, most of it surprised and delighted me. It was like going on a treasure hunt every week, uncovering little bits of my heart and soul and putting them together in the puzzle that is my life.

~I have been repeatedly surprised by how much I enjoy "tending my hearth." Back when I was deciding what I wanted to major in in college, I was convinced I wanted to work in a corporate office...live in New York City...

Now...I suppose I've done that...and want to create a home and live somewhere beautiful that fills me with peace and joy (preferably without a loud upstairs neighbor).

~I have been surprised and delighted with my increasing ability to cook without recipes...something I never thought I'd do...

~My desire to basically make everything from scratch...including facial moisturizers, cold creams, tooth-paste, etc.

~How material things have become less and less important.

~I'm always delighted by how much love and support is out there for me and my dreams.

~My increased talent in the knitting department.

~The fact that I've been able to crawl out from under my debt and am beginning to see the sun again.

~The increased ease with which I carry myself...dress...

~I'm so surprised (and delighted) that I love beer and scotch.

~The ease with which I've made connections and friends in my beloved Scotland...and I can't wait to meet a few in person this Spring!

~My increasing adventurousness. I made myself a promise when I was last on Iona...that I'll never let fear keep me from doing something I truly want to do.

~How my instincts steer me in the right direction when I relax and follow.

~The happiness I felt at the thought of actually moving...when it felt possible.

XO

P.S. Here are more photos of the (finished) wallets I made for my nephews this Christmas. They were a big hit! I was so delighted that these very plugged in boys were so appreciative of simple, hand-made gifts.

"L" for Leo

"M" for Max

Outside Zipper

Inside lining

Growing Pains

2010-12-23T11:00:00.002-05:00

I'm trying to write this in the midst of last minute holiday gift-making-craziness. Yes, I've somehow gotten myself into the seemingly impossible situation of making most of my gifts...and I've decided to do this during a season where I've had very few free weekends...and that's when I get stuff done!

The upside to all this though, has been a lot of quality time with my family and though stressful at times it's been very Christmas-y since Thanksgiving!

But right now I'm enjoying a last minute "day off" before the holiday and thought I'd finish this baby up before getting back to my knitting and soap-making!

My most recent Creative Dreaming assignment was to reflect on what has grown since this journey has began...so here is my list:

My hair :)
My knowledge
My blog and creative company
The ease within myself and my body (i.e. I'll go out without makeup etc. Although my skin is much better now that I'm on an herbal regime)
My self confidence
My impatience with living in New York
The desire to leave New York, and the calmness surrounding that decision
My friendships
The happiness that wells up within me when I think about leaving
The options of where to live seem to have grown now that the fear is lifting
Freedom from debt
Possibilities
My friends over in Scotland
My love for Scotland
At times, my impatience to find a way out...
My blog and it's voice.
The belief that I'm meant to do important things...and that I am on the cusp of a new chapter. (Lately I've been feeling as if I'm about to be shot out of a cannon at any moment).
My desire to unplug has grown, but is at odds with my want to work from home and create an expanded blog and website to go along with whatever The Lion's Share and LionArt Creations turns into...it will take some creative balancing.

It's interesting to see that the biggest thing that's grown is my certainty that things are shifting and moving in a new direction...and that direction is out of New York City.

And now I have to get back to "work!"

Merry Christmas!

XO

Spicy Chorizo Soup

2010-12-17T08:00:00.003-05:00

I made this soup while staying at my cousin's house last month (Family Affair, Part 2)...but that was my second go at it!

The first time I made this soup I used black and garbanzo beans, seaweed and buttermilk.

1 medium onion
1 can black beans
1 can garbanzo beans
1 small can diced tomatoes
1 carton organic tomato soup
1 carton chicken stock
1 package chorizo sausage
Organic kelp sheets
Chili powder
Cumin
Garlic powder
Cayenne

I pretty much made it up as I went along...and started by cutting up the sausage and cooking it in a large pot with the onion (chopped)...then adding the beans and spices (dashes of each). Next I put the cartons of tomato soup and chicken stock in and let it simmer for about 15-20 minutes. Then I added strips of kelp until I was happy and adjusted the spices to taste (I made it on the spicy side). Then I just let it simmer away on low until I felt it was ready :) Maybe another 15-20 minutes.

After I dished some out, I added a dollop of buttermilk to the bowl.

Yum!

*Adding corn might be nice!*

This is another one of my non-recipes...but as you can see, it's really easy and you can switch it up every time! These types of soups are great "clean out the pantry" types of meals.

XO

Silhouette Box

2010-12-15T06:08:00.002-05:00

I created the image on this box from a photo of myself, years ago, as practice for working in Adobe Illustrator. In the original black and white photo, I actually have short hair. Now, I have long(ish) hair, so maybe I was projecting forward back then?

I really love this item. It reminds me of old fashioned cameos and cut-out silhouettes...it also allowed me to create something soft and illustrative in a computer program I used to hate because I thought it was too harsh! Live and learn, I guess :)

I applied one of my favorite artsy techniques...antiquing! I love antiquing things. It goes along with my love of history and bygone eras.

This papier-mâché box is roughly 7" in diameter and 2" high, antiqued with water-based stain/varnish and made with love :)

Silhouette Box -$18.00

XO

It's the Same Old Me...

2010-12-13T20:00:00.004-05:00

Yes, that's me! The one on the right...

I've had a Harry Potter movie quote sloshing around in my head for over a week:

"It is not how you are alike. It is how you are different that matters."

I was actually thinking about this in terms of being too much like someone I can't stand...but what if I turn it back on myself? In my apprenticeship, a few of us were discussing how we were afraid we might be slipping back into some old habits that we didn't want.

But what if those are simply qualities that we will always embody and should learn to love and or tweak into something better? Because in all fairness, I don't think I can ever get rid of some of my traits but I am certainly more aware of them now. I can reign them in when I need to or at least acknowledge them when the time is right. Maybe they aren't as negative as I deem them to be? Maybe being "the same" is okay.

***

Last week I wrote about what came easy for my Creative Dreaming workshop...and this week I'm going to look at what has stayed the same throughout all my changes so far.

One thing I've begun to notice is that as I have been changing, and realizing I'm different...the way some people in my life treat me has remained the same, which is difficult and smothering at times and very uncomfortable. It can make me feel un-seen...

In my Senior yearbook, I put down "unnecessary noise" as one of my pet peeves...and that certainly hasn't changed...in fact, lately it's been coming back full force here in the city. (Noise, noise everywhere...and not a chance to think...)

But those are negatives...though negatives that might help me find my way.

Some positive things that have stayed with me through the years and my changes?

I still love Paul McCartney and The Beatles. That will always be part of the fabric that makes up my life.

I will always love Indiana Jones, Star Wars, Pride and Prejudice, Dr. Quinn, Sense and Sensibility, Anne of Green Gables, True Blood and now...Dr. Who! Not necessarily in that order.

I also admit that I will always love The Outlander Saga, Jane Austen, The Sookie Stackhouse novels, Twilight, and assorted romance novels...I'm a girl, after all.

Through all the difficult stuff, I've always managed to hang onto my sense of humor and hope...even when I don't feel too hopeful, it always seems to seep back into things sooner or later.

I will always love Broadway musicals and be a huge Terrence Mann fan!!! I think Broadway was the biggest reason I moved to New York in the first place...

Laughter is one of the best things on Earth

I will always be a Dog person :)

Since I stepped off that bus in Edinburgh in 2004, my love for Scotland hasn't changed...but gotten deeper.

I have remained a creative being. Whether I'm cooking, knitting, decoupaging, singing, photographing or writing...

I will always know how to play the violin and will always keep Myrtle in the family.

I have always been loyal (possibly to my detriment at times) and continue to be so...but now I have boundaries and know that there are times when I have to remove myself from some people's lives. So I'm loyal to myself first.

I have always had the (sometimes annoying) knack of seeing situations from both sides. This can get very difficult because at times it causes me to feel as if I don't have the right to voice my anger or concerns...like in the case of my noisy upstairs neighbor (I flew off the handle and tapped on the ceiling a couple times and then felt like an idiot because he's just walking around in his apartment!) It certainly does reinforce that the collective noise in this city is killing me and I can't wait to leave. So yay for that!

I used to love attention as a kid...putting on shows in the living room, and then I got very shy due to some mean kids at school...and now I've sort of come back around. I'll admit, I like being paid attention to (but not in a creepy way). However, I'm a bit quieter about it now. No more tutus and singing...although part of me would love to be in some sort of musical group again (maybe a show choir a la Glee???) :D

I suppose to sum it all up...I'm still me, just less afraid to show it.

XO

Apple, Fig and Walnut Salad

2010-12-10T12:00:00.011-05:00

This was delicious, and SO easy!

I made it for lunch for one of my Fall Apprenticeship days.

My criteria for recipes I need to carry elsewhere is that it can't leak and doesn't need to be heated up...and as I am usually making it after a LONG day at work, minimal cooking and work.

But optimal yumminess, of course!

I bought a bag of local apples, empire, and chopped up about 5 of them. The I chopped up some leftover dried figs. I believe I also used one lone granny smith apple I had in my fruit basket.

Next, I pan roasted some walnut halves in olive oil and sea salt.

Then I tossed it all together with apple cider vinegar and honey to taste and a dash of cinnamon and ground ginger.

(I bet lemon juice would also work, in place of the AC vinegar).

It was delicious, crisp and oozing with Fall flavors! The toasted walnuts added a touch of warmth to the cold salad.

XO

Heart Painting Tiles

2010-12-08T08:00:00.005-05:00

All put together

This week's featured creation is this beautiful set of 6 tile coasters!

It's one of my favorites. I scanned a painting I did while listening to music...back when I was in college. I'm fairly certain I was listening to the Titanic soundtrack at the time. Please, don't judge :)

They are decoupaged and trimmed with ribbon.

6 separate paintings when apart!

I'm changing how I do these featured articles...instead of donations (which are still appreciated) I'm going to link directly to the item on my Etsy page.

Heart Painting Tile Coasters
*SOLD*

I'd love for them to have a good home!

XO

Easy Does It

2010-12-06T08:00:00.004-05:00

Eilean Donan Castle, 2004

Last week's Creative Dreaming assignment was to look at our journey so far and see what came easy.

We always hear about artist's suffering for their work and passions...no pain, no gain, right?

This doesn't always have to be true.

When I started on this journey I remember asking that the process be joyful because I couldn't handle the changes coming in a cataclysmic, traumatic way. I've had enough trauma over the years and I'm sure I'll have more in my life...so PLEASE let the course to my dreams be exciting and happy.

Has it been so far? I'd say, mostly yes. There has also been a lot of hard work and some unhappiness along the way. I've begun to feel grateful for the unhappiness though, because I've started to realize that it's another tool to help me leverage my way into the dream.

So, back to what came easy.

Nothing that came easy came without work...let me say that right up front. All the work that I've been doing on myself...the love I'm cultivating for my passion, for Scotland. That has all been (joyous) work...but when I've stepped back and rested between the work, wonderful things have come to me.

*Writing this blog is (wonderful) work and it has yielded new friends in Edinburgh, a place to stay the next time I'm in town, and direction for my dreams...just by writing about my passions and thoughts. It even brought me the opportunity to profess my love to Edinburgh...

*Someone suggested I try a Reiki treatment 4 years ago, and I quickly found a place around the corner from my apartment. That led me to research other alternative therapies and to eventually be attuned to give treatments myself. I discovered that there was a whole other world out there for me...

*My herbal path was laid out in front of me when I got an e-mail for a course called "The Art of Herbal Medicine Making," and a little voice inside me prodded me to take it...which led to "Herbal Alternatives to Antibiotics," which led to a workshop and weed walks...and now two years into a wonderful apprenticeship...

*The herbal medicine led me to cook more...

*Having leftover yarn prompted me to pick up the needles again...

*A gift of the Outlander books led me to want to check out Scotland because it sounded pretty...

*A fun, crazy, road trip around the UK in 2004...turned into something deeper than I could have ever planned...

*My love for Scotland, and a little voice telling me I needed to be there for my 30th birthday, led me to a retreat week in Forres where I had the idea for this blog...

*A magazine my Mother left on my bed led me to Iona and the "Matter Matters" week a year later...

*An e-mail newsletter about "Pilgrimage for Change" is leading me back...

Other things have been coming to me as well...possible and actual extra income, help with my website, new ideas for my dream business, new friends, opportunities, and so much support from the dearest people! The unsolicited outpouring of love never fails to touch and surprise me. I appreciate it more than I could ever express...and accepting it gets easier every day.

XO

Apple & Cranberry Sauce with Triple Sec

2010-12-03T08:30:00.001-05:00

I'm certainly giving thanks for this creation!

In the spirit of the holiday season...and using up a bag of apples I had...I made up a big batch of apple/cranberry sauce.

This is another one of my non-recipes because I pretty much made it up as I went along!

I chopped up roughly 8 small, sweet, local apples...threw them in a large pot and added 1 bag of fresh cranberries, 1 pinch of ginger (and possibly cinnamon) and a dash of dried orange peel. Then I poured in some water until it was just under covering all the fruit and set it all to simmer, covered.

I ended up adding a small handful of raw sugar to balance out the tartness of the cranberries...and a splash of triple sec...just for fun!

Then I simply let it simmer away, uncovered, until I liked the consistency...and YUM!!!

XO

My Red Shoes-For Sale!

2010-12-01T12:00:00.003-05:00

My shoes on McCook's Beach--Niantic, CT

Print w/shadow-SOLD!

I am going to attempt to have some more regularity in my posting...and have assigned themes for the days. For example, Creative Dreaming (Magical) Mondays, "I Want it!" Wednesdays, and Fabulous Food Fridays.

And today is Wednesday! So, what is "I Want It" Wednesday!? It's Scotland fund-raising time!

Every Wednesday (preferably earlier in the day) I will feature one of my LionArt Creations products for a set donation amount + shipping.

These red shoes tend to be a crowd pleaser, so I am featuring them first. I have two prints at home...one with the shadow (above) and one without (thumbnail below). They are both roughly 5"x7" and un-matted.

The prints will be first come, first served, for a donation of $10 plus shipping (see the paypal donation button underneath the "about me" section at the top right of the blog). I'm working on a shipping calculator...so in the meantime, you can e-mail me with you address and image request at lionartcreations[at]gmail.com.

I could be persuaded to print extra photos if demand requires it :)

Postcard size images will be offered for a donation of $8.00 + shipping!

*(if anyone is interested in prints of any image seen on this blog, please e-mail me your request and I'll see what I can do ;)

*For anyone in the New York City area...I will be participating in the International Women Artists' Salon Holiday Gift Bazaar this Sunday, December 5, at Lolita Bar from 4-8pm.

XO

Looking Back and Facing Fears

2010-11-29T21:00:00.003-05:00

My heather plant now!

The Creative Dreaming year is fast approaching its end...although it certainly won't stop on December 31st...nor should it! Life is an ever evolving creative dream, after all.

I started re-reading my blogs from the beginning of the year and wow, how far I've come!

I started 2010 with "Cookies and New Beginnings" and then went right into "Creative Dreaming."

The biggest realization I've taken away from reading all of my old posts is that this past year I've been establishing a new root system. Now, I feel like I'm getting ready to hibernate a little after all the hard work and then the next step is to break through the Earth and follow the Sun.

There is still a little more than a month to go with the dreaming and a lot can happen in one month!

Pushing through that last bit of earth can prove tiring at times...and it can make you question and wonder and ponder changing your mind. I don't want to derail any of the progress...I need to give the Universe time to put all the pieces together and not change the game at the last minute. That's a sure fire way to never manifest! Paying down my debt and increasing my savings account have played a big role in establishing a new foundation. As those numbers change, I feel lighter and less tied down.

I saw a distinct shift after my Ireland blogs...I feel like my sense of purpose gets stronger all the time and things keep getting clearer and clearer.

The clearest thing has become my desire to move out of New York. This is also scary...but a fear I'm getting more and more sure of facing. And it gets less scary every day.

I've faced a lot of fears over this past year and they certainly have made me stronger.

I've spoken my mind and expressed my needs
Created boundaries
Spoken with people who intimidate me for one reason or another...
Allowed myself to imagine life differently after being entrenched here for so long
I've been spontaneous (Dublin)

I've shared my thoughts/dreams and opinions

I've started to re-imagine my website (which means I will be moving my blog eventually)
I've volunteered to write for publications
I've searched out and applied for freelance writing...but opted out because it didn't feed my soul.
I've stripped away very deeply rooted, but harmful relationships and forged new, healthy ones.

I'm sure there have been other little things that I can't remember...but they all come together to give me more confidence for going after my dreams. Most of the time it's me asking people I don't know well for advice, help...or offering mine. That's pretty damn good for someone who used to be too shy to talk.

XO

Family Affair, Part 3

2010-11-27T23:00:00.001-05:00

What's for Lunch? :)

The last day began with another delicious breakfast. We made a scramble with tomatoes, spinach, fresh basil, baby bella mushrooms, bacon, feta and Greek seasoning...

Elana had a yen for waffles...

More specifically...waffles topped with the stout ice cream from the night before :)

What can I say about this wonderful weekend? I felt so at home and relaxed the whole time. Not to mention appreciated! Elana wanted the whole "Lee Ann/Lion's Share" experience right down to the music I listen to when I'm in the kitchen. My iPod seemed to favor The Waterboys and Eddie Izzard in her house! We shared wonderful food and conversation and had the time, for once, to really hang out.

My cousin and I have been talking about doing this for over a year and now we want to make it an annual thing! Why does it take so long to start such fantastic traditions? Better late then never, I say :)

Elana and I go way back :) I have very fond memories of the Summer vacations she shared with my parents and I in New Hampshire when we were both in High School (Loon Mountain! The "Not So General Store")!

SO much has changed in both our lives since then but the bond has only strengthened and I am so happy we can take the joy of spending time together into our adult lives and broaden it...and now Frederick is part of family fun!

They say you can't choose your family...but I doubt I could have chosen better.

XO

Family Affair, Part 2

2010-11-25T23:04:00.004-05:00

Chez Owens' cozy kitchen table

We have two meals to cover in this one, so get comfy!

To start...we slept in. Yay! It was almost 10am when I rolled out of bed and joined Elana in the kitchen, greeted by a cheery "Good Morning!!!"

Good indeed!

After chatting and lounging around with big cups of tea, breakfast quickly turned into brunch. Which was fine by me. The company was well worth the delay. (I love sharing breakfast with loved ones...something I miss living by myself. As I've gotten older I've become more of a morning person. I actually can form entire sentences now instead of the odd incoherent grunt :).

Now back to the meal.

I started by turning our leftover pizza sauce into an omelette topping, using the extra mushrooms and some tasty spinach:

Elana manned the omelette pan (there's feta in there!!!)

The results!

And what can I say...bacon...oh bacon how I love you...

Freshly made orange, carrot, ginger juice...to die for!

The morning message with my tea:

***

Then were were off to run a few errands...including a trip to the package store and Dear God...the beer aisle...

Me, discovering the Scottish beer section...bliss!

"Some of the best moments of my life have involved a good bottle of beer in front of me..."

And this was no exception!

We chose this delicious coffee stout to make ice cream with. I've done this recipe with various kinds of alcohol, but stout works the best, in my opinion.

Elana's mixer put my wooden spoon to shame!

We likened these to the little ice cream cups we'd get as kids...you know, with the little wooden paddle spoon? Although, these treats aren't for kids!

My throat medicine (I had to man-up and drink the rest of the stout!) I'm not sure any doctors would recommend alternating beer and tea...but it seemed to work out A. OK.

As the ice cream was freezing, and I was drinking, I started the spicy chorizo soup! This is a soup I've made before (but hadn't blogged). I started by browning the sausage with a medium size yellow onion and then added 1 can of black beans 1 can of red...then some sea salt, chili powder, cumin and cayenne to taste...followed by one carton of chicken stock and one tomato soup (this particular one had cream and roasted red peppers). Then I let it simmer away while we attended to other things.

Towards the end of the simmer, I added in some kale and then the juice from half a lime right before serving. YUM!!!

To quote my cousin, "YAY PORK!!!"

While I was doing all that, Elana prepared the pumpkin mac and cheese! I use a Martha Stewart recipe for "Butternut Squash Mac and Cheese" and opt for canned pumpkin instead of the laborious steaming and mashing of fresh butternut squash. I also love the sweetness the pumpkin brings to the table.

Delish! I really don't understand people who don't like mac and cheese... :)

Store-bought garlic bread...mmmm...

Our Dinner companion...

And as if that wasn't enough, we made a ton of spicy kale chips (and I found out that my blog comes up first when googling "Spicy Kale Chips..." Go figure :)

Going, Going...Gone!!! Nom Nom Nom....

And later, I ended the day with a nice dram of "The Balvenie" (neat) ...and rested the glass on one of my hand-made photo coasters! I forgot Elana and Frederick had a set...awwww....

I could not have asked for a better day...I even got a few snazzy pieces of clothing (on crazy sale) at Kohl's!!!

XO

Family Affair, Part 1

2010-11-23T08:00:00.000-05:00

This past weekend I headed to CT for a little cooking and catching up with my Cousin, Elana and her Hubby, Frederick.

I started my long weekend with new boots and a midnight showing of Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 1. I think that both the boots and the film are fantastic. I don't care what people say :)

I took Thursday and Friday off and it was just what I needed. Shaking up the schedule is a very good thing!

Thursday morning I tried to sleep in, but my Sister texted me at 8:00am...which threw a tiny crimp into my plans since I knew I'd be up until at least 3AM. It also created a no-nap theme that lasted through Friday!

I took the subway in...went straight to the shoe store...and there was only one pair of the boots I'd been stalking for over a year. Success!

Then Sara and I caught up, caught dinner, and were off to the cinema! The movie was playing in every theater on the floor and we were surrounded by assorted crazies in costume...and some who we thought were in costume (awkward!). We were giant kids for the night and it was so much fun!

***

After a great night at the movies (and 4 hours sleep) I was picked up by my cousin's lovely husband and deliriously chatted away until we got to CT, which was difficult because I was rapidly losing my voice...damn you seasonal allergies and dry air! I tried to shake my Harry Potter hangover for the rest of the day by attempting a nap in a very cheery bedroom. Not very nap inducing...so I gave up. Then, after my iPod died, I tried to turn on the big TV. It was like trying to operate a space station! It took a few instructional texts from Elana to sort it out. Then I kicked back on the couch and enjoyed the fact that I didn't have to be anywhere or do anything. I laid around...ironically watching the TV Guide Channel. You can take the girl out of The Guide...

Then Elana came home and we were off to the market!

Stop and Shop is always a bit surreal (so much real estate...and space!) But we plowed through our shopping list and headed back to the house all ready to start our cooking extravaganza.

Me and Mount Tomato

Our Booty

The Friday night menu:

Pizza with red onions and rosemary...

Shitake and baby bella mushrooms in a red wine tomato sauce:

(We rolled the store-bought dough [sorry!] with some of the rosemary and drizzled it with heavenly olive oil):

Take some mixed greens and halved grape tomatoes:

Add in some pesto-clad butternut squash:

And, voila! An autumn salad to die for!

The pizza in progress:

Dinner time!

We sat around the table, in front of the fireplace, with our meal and wine...The Lion's Share weekend in CT had begun!

XO

Dress for Success

2010-11-15T20:00:00.001-05:00

Wisdom found on a tea bag

"Dressing for success" has taken on new meaning for me. I used to think of button down shirts and power ties...now, thanks to another wonderful Creative Dreaming assignment, I think of it as something much deeper. It's a way to move more fully into our dreams.

I remember wanting to buy "New York" clothes when I moved here, thinking my wardrobe was too "Connecticut." Whatever that means. It seems like style changes tend to accompany big life shifts, don't they?

For the past two weeks us creative dreamers have been charged with dressing up as our dream. Inspired by Halloween, our creative dream leader, Andrea, asked us to dress up as our dream.

This couldn't have come at a better time because I have been re-assessing a lot of things lately...and my appearance is one of them (like growing my hair long again after years of it being short).

Over the Summer I tried to girl it up a bit more after a long period of just letting things go (I used to NEVER dress down...but that was years ago). In the Summer it can be easy with all the cute dresses! Although I could have done without the heat, thank you :)

Now that it's Fall (YAY!) I have more of a challenge...and what did I find out when I really started looking in my closet?

I don't like most of my clothes.

They just don't feel like me anymore. I thought that I would go through my wardrobe and appropriate things for who I am now, but it doesn't work for most of the old things...some of which I bought on impulse and never wore...or bought out of some need to fill up space.

During an outdoor meditation while apprenticing, I came to the realization that I want my wardrobe to reflect who I am now and who I was when. I want it to be warm, Earthy and full of fabrics that reflect my life and the things I love...wool, knits, wood (like my violin and the trees) , satin (like ballet slippers)...I want to dress sort of "urban/country" whatever that means :D

So...I did a wee bit of shopping. Bought a new skirt, tossed two old ones...bought two new shirts...etc.

I'm also knitting a cabled cardigan with some fluffy, Earthy brown yarn...and hopefully some yummy boot socks in green and maroon later on...I'd even love to get new glasses (lighter colored frames) but I want to pay down my debt more ;)

I want to take the time every day to use my clothes creatively. It's a struggle some mornings but as long as I'm comfortable when I leave the house, I'm happy.

The week I started this exercise was sort of rainy. One day, as I was leaving work, I caught my reflection in the elevator door and smiled. I was wearing a rain jacket with red tartan scarf, cargo pants tucked into my rain boots, hair pulled back. Pretty much the way I dress when I'm in Scotland. I was dressed up as my dream! LOL

XO

(Scottish) Breakfast for Dinner

2010-11-09T10:00:00.005-05:00

One of God's greatest creations...

Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day. Give me eggs, potatoes, some sort of breakfast meat and I'm a happy gal.

Thanks to an order from The Scottish Grocer and my new Scottish cookbook...I made "tattie" (potato) scones, fried eggs, mushrooms, baked beans...and haggis for dinner this past Sunday night. I was going to make it all for actual breakfast that morning...but opted, instead, for sleeping in and then lounging on the couch with my knitting and some tea. Ah, lazy Sunday mornings...

I ended up having Scotch instead of tea with dinner...the tea would have kept me up!

;)

XO

A Lion's Share Knitting Circle!

2010-11-07T15:00:00.026-05:00

Yarn, What's Not to Love?

On October 23rd I held my first Lion's Share gathering...and we started with knitting!

My Mother taught me how to knit when I was 12, or so, and I didn't stick with it very long. I have always been an art and crafty gal, but knitting required a level of calmness and patience I just didn't have then. Although, I have always had more patience while creating art of any sort. It was always a source of amazement to my parents given my short fuse :) And to me, actually! I still have the first project I ever started (an unfinished gray scarf). Maybe one day...

A few years ago I decided to pick up the needles again, and asked my Mom to re-teach me how to knit. I never looked back.

Knitting has been the source of so much more than sweaters and scarves to keep me warm. I've gained friends (we had a knitting group at work for a while and it really bonded us), serenity, a sense of accomplishment, a creative outlet and confidence. I recently realized that it started to give me a "yes I can do that" sort of outlook. I used to read a pattern and say, "I can't do that..." and then I would tackle it and learn and come out with a beautiful piece of clothing. So pretty soon I started hearing "I can't" in my head and quickly replied, "What makes you think that? Of course you can...you've proven that over and over again...so get on with it!"

And I've gone on to apply that mentality to other things in my life. They just get bigger and bigger (but not always as warm i. e. "Taking the Plunge" in Scotland). It's very liberating. So start small but aim big, right? :)

Now, back to the party...

On the eve of the circle...my good friend, Sara, came over to help prepare...We tried out a burger place called "Flipside." They stuff the burgers with cheese!!!

Hard at work...

And she brought along a guest...Johnnie Walker Black...who we then introduced to another friend, Glenfiddich...

More work...

And I finally introduced her to my boyfriend, (David Tennant's) Dr. Who...

A very welcome dinner guest ;)

Then I got to work in the kitchen making the dough for parmesan shortbread. (I got the recipe from "Sue Lawrence's SCOTTISH Kitchen.")

Parmesan Shortbread

All the while I left Sara in front of the television with Dr. Who cutting up vegetables and seeding pomegranates.

Out! Damn Spot!!!

Pomegranate Seeds!

Barley with butternut squash, pesto, walnuts, onions and mushrooms

Carrots and yams with caramelized onions, herbs de provence and balsamic vinegar

Mixed greens with apples, walnuts and cheddar cheese

A delicious Fall lunch!

Sassafras Leaves

I also served a wonderful Sassafras and Mullein tea infusion, pumpkin dip with organic graham crackers and ginger snaps along with hot, spiced apple cider...which we married with a little bit of whisky ;)

And yes, there was actual knitting...here are some projects I've (finally) finished!

A stripey (Summer) Hat

Felted Slippers

The beginnings of a cabled cardi

It was a wonderful afternoon full of yarn, food, laughter and food! If anyone is interested in participating or hosting a circle, please get in touch!

Maybe I'll see you next time!

XO

P.S. Thank you to all who attended and a HUGE thank you to Sara for all that chopping!

New Friends and Old Haunts...

2010-11-03T10:00:00.002-04:00

Last night I had a lovely dinner with one of my "new" friends. Alison, from Edinburgh! She brought me the above jar of preserves (which I enjoyed this morning with porridge and "Famous Edinburgh" tea). Couldn't have a better start to a morning...unless I was actually in Edinburgh, of course!

We actually met via the internet pretty much a year ago to the day, now that I think of it. She co-runs Edinburgh Spotlight and had found my blog while I was last in Edinburgh gushing, I mean blogging, about all my experiences. Since then we have stayed in touch via e-mail, Twitter and Facebook...and I even wrote an article for her website! It's amazing how small the internet can make the world.

We met up at one of my all time favorite places, La Lanterna, in Greenwich Village. I hadn't been there in a while and thought, what better place!?

It was possibly the first café I visited in New York City way back when I was around 10 years old. My parents and I had come in to visit my Sister while she was attending The Fashion Institute of Technology and she took us there (on Halloween!) I followed and graduated from FIT with a degree in Advertising Design 11 years later. I have introduced many a happy customer to La Lanterna since. The panini and pumpkin cognac cheesecake make my day every time. I did not get my "usual" dessert wine with biscotti...opting for spiced hot apple cider instead. It totally hit the spot though.

I've been revisiting a lot of my old haunts lately, under new circumstances and not intentionally. It's sort of weird and interesting to view these places from where I am now. I have been surprised to find out that I don't really have an attachment to them. It's almost as if I'm seeing them through new eyes...like I'm a different person. I suppose I am.

Last weekend I walked the same route I used to take to visit my Sister in Murray Hill ( I was new to the city as a college freshman). It seemed like a different city. I once lived on that side of town as well and it was as if I'd never been there. This time I was on my way to meet friends for our trip to Sleepy Hollow...and they are friends I didn't have way back when.

Last night, was La Lanterna. I went through a stretch in college when I went almost every weekend...and then at least every month or so with friends. I am no longer in touch with any of those people. The café has changed a lot over the years and I barely looked around while I was there last night. I was more interested in the dinner conversation and luxuriating in my friend's accent. I miss that sound! On the way to the subway I pointed out "Bleeker Bob's Records"...a place I went when new to the city, as well as the shady looking store next door called "The Best Back Rub...for women and men." Hilarious.

Next thing I know I'll be directed to FIT, Gramercy Park or Hell's Kitchen. All places I used to spend my time. Not sure what it all means...but it's interesting.

XO

*The minute I posted this...I got an e-mail from FIT. Weird!

Sleepy Holloween!!!

2010-11-01T23:00:00.003-04:00

Last year I spent Samhuinn in Edinburgh...and this year I spent it in Sleepy Hollow! Pretty cool, right?

Even though I live in New York and am a sucker for all things historic, I had never been to Tarrytown...aka Sleepy Hollow before yesterday's journey. We stopped in on the way to The Great Jack-O-Lantern Blaze in Croton-on-Hudson, NY (which I highly recommend to anyone looking to do something different and definitely awe inspiring for Halloween).

First, a photo stop in Dobbs Ferry:

Next we stopped in at the cemetery where Washington Irving is buried...but we didn't have time to walk it (it's huge!) so we missed out on the headless horseman covered bridge. Next time, for sure! The cemetery alone could take a whole day.

We popped into The Old Dutch church on the way out. I was completely charmed by the simplicity and drama of its interior. The little spiral staircase up to the pulpit....I wonder what words were preached up there back in the day?

Then we took a tour of Philipsburg Manor...and I bought some freshly ground cornmeal and wheat flour! They were even demonstrating herbal medicine making in the activities center (kismet!) I'd love to go back when I have a little more time.

After dinner at The Headless Horseman Restaurant :) We were off to The Blaze! I had dressed totally inappropriately...so a cup of (over priced) hot apple cider was much appreciated! The Blaze was well worth the very reasonable $16 entrance fee.

Thousands of decoratively carved pumpkins surround you as you walk around the Van Cortlandt Manor grounds...flickering spookily and dazzling the eyes. A truly beautiful spectacle. It was definitely enough to bring out the trick or treating kid in all of us.

Fill in the Blanks...

2010-10-31T23:00:00.004-04:00

creative dream assignment: fill in the blanks

if my dream was an animal, it would be a ____Lion____ and it would need ____a mountain____.

if my dream was a colour, it would be ____Green____ and its favourite colour would be ___Purple___.

if my dream was a {real or made-up} holiday, it would be ____Samhain____ and we would celebrate by ____going camping and having a bonfire____.

if my dream was a car it would be a ____mini convertible or a jeep____ and i would drive it to ___the ocean____.

and in honour of my new business partner tree, if my dream was a tree, it would be a ___hawthorn___ and if i could plan it anywhere, i would plant it ____in Scotland___.

bonus question: what insights, ideas and inspiration did you glean about your dream from this assignment?

I was surprised my color's favorite color was purple! I thought it would have been orange :)

I am inspired, as ever, by the way my responses are based in nature and the Earth. I want to keep moving in that direction...reconnecting with the Earth.

Newfangled Diaries, These Blogs...

2010-10-28T00:00:00.007-04:00

I am a huge lover of all things historic. Old buildings, ruins and reading about people's lives back in the day...how they did things...dressed...you name it.

I also love researching my family and finding out personal details about the people who came before me (my great grandfather was listed as a tennis racket stringer and then later owned his own barbershop!)

It's a shame, though, that I don't have any personal diaries from these folks. I've kept diaries since I was young...though most of them are poetry journals.

The other day I was reading the blog of a woman who recently passed away and I realized that blogs are a record of our lives that are accessible immediately. Weird that I hadn't thought about it until then. It was so poignant...reading this woman's words. So full of life and ideas and humor...it was like I could see her typing up each entry. She was alive in every word.

Facebook and Twitter add into this too. Good lord...some people record every little moment in status updates! I realize that all this online exposure can be a mixed blessing at times. I mean, we do need to filter what we put out there to a degree. I still write out the deeply personal stuff with pen and notebook but am very glad I have this blog to document my life and that people can see it now rather than later.

I had been thinking about how over saturated the blogging world is. Maybe I was wrong? Maybe it's sort of like an ongoing time capsule that we don't have to wait to dig up in 20 years?

I've certainly shifted my perspective.

XO

The Beauty of Doing Nothing...

2010-10-24T21:00:00.000-04:00

Post-Party

I used to think it was terrible to have "nothing" to do. That it meant a lack of a life or laziness.

Now, I not only think it's awesome...I know it's necessary to have "me" time as often as possible to keep a balance in my life.

I can't stress the importance of re-charging the batteries and, on occasion, spending some quality time on your own. However you enjoy doing that.

I've had some of my best ideas and moments during downtime. I've had life changing epiphanies during solitary walks in the woods.

And it's especially important following a big upheaval, event or accomplishment.

When I visited Iona for the first time, I took the week after to hang around Edinburgh...walking and thinking and absorbing all the good stuff I'd learned.

Today, I've been relaxing and letting the dishes slide after hosting my first Lion's Share Circle yesterday! I sat around in my pjs and knit...I even took a nap.

It was a wonderful day and I will blog about it soon :) But not right now. Now...I'm going to sit and enjoy the aftermath.

XO

P.S. As if reading my mind...my amazing Creative Coach, Andrea, wrote a blog about this very subject a few days ago...right when I was preparing this post! I'd love to share her perspective with you all!

Creative Rest by Andrea Schroeder (ABCcreativity)

Quiet Strength

2010-10-20T10:00:00.001-04:00

Edinburgh

Yesterday, when the above photo flashed onto my computer screen, I looked at it in an entirely new way.

It struck me as amazing that the delicate blades of grass had grown up and through the crack in that heavy gravestone...bending and stretching until they reached the sunlight.

What a wonderful gift! Determination, flexibility and gentle strength got them to their goal.

Made me think of one of my favorite Leonard Cohen lyrics:

"Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in. "

XO

Taking Time

2010-10-17T20:30:00.002-04:00

Good Advice...

I've been trying, sometimes unsuccessfully, to keep my apartment in order. I thought that I'd do a complete over-haul for my first Lion's Share gathering (which is this Saturday!!!) but, instead, it's remained just about in order...with brief periods of questionable :)

I've been surrounded by so many changes, possibilities and exciting things that I had to take a step back and absorb it all before forging ahead...lest I forget just how far I've come. I tend to exhaust myself with, "Go...Go...Go!!!"

And...I've also been dealing with a very heavy-footed upstairs neighbor (who apparently refuses to get carpeting) interrupting my sleep...and my flow of inspiration (too tired)! Hence my infrequent blogging lately.

But maybe it's okay for things to be imperfect.

My friends will hardly care that there may be a touch of clutter around my place for this first gathering. After all...everything's a work in progress.

I still have a little time to clean before the big day...and figure out what fabulous Fall food to prepare...and order the groceries...oh my, there is a lot to do!!!

So far, today, I've cleaned a little...finished one long over-due knitting project (slippers!) and blocked another (a stripey hat!), made yogurt, washed some dishes, attempted to make granola bars...watched some 80s spy TV...sung along to my soundtrack in the kitchen ... :) I gotta be me, after all! Maybe I'll take a relaxing bath before the evening is out...hmmm.

As I sit back and look around at my place after all today's hard work...well...it's still not party-ready. But that's okay! It will all get done.

Fortunately I have enlisted the help of a friend for setting up and general party stuff...all with the promise of a movie night complete with girl-talk and beer. I might introduce her to Dr. Who!

What could be a better kick off to an event!

Now, I must go check on my granola bars...

XO

Old Bay, All The Way!

2010-10-10T13:00:00.003-04:00

I decided to try this recipe...from Rachael Ray's 30 Minute Meals and I have to say, it's Delish!

Crispy Oven Fish Fry with Mushy Peas

Let's forget that this "30 Minute Meal" has a cooking time of 40 minutes...

It was, however, very simple :)

I was cooking for one, so I quartered the ingredients for the fish and made one serving, but made the full amount of mushy peas...figuring I could incorporate them into another dish for the week. I'll admit that I over chopped the mint. All the oils came out and made the peas super strong! So I added more peas and some lemon juice to tame the mint :) The malt vinegar also helped.

I, of course, enjoyed this with a really good beer ;)

When the fish was gone, I mixed some ground pork (I wanted lamb, for the mint...but couldn't find it at the store) and brown rice with the peas.

I cooked the pork with the same seasonings for the fish's breadcrumb mix...so lots of Old Bay!!! Yay! I also added a splash of malt vinegar before having it for lunch at work!

Yum. I can't believe it's taken me so long to attempt pub food at home... :D

XO

Heritage Weekend 2010

2010-10-07T08:00:00.003-04:00

Last weekend I went back to my hometown, in CT, for it's annual Heritage Weekend. I always enjoy it...and my camera does too! I went to elementary school just across from this site. It sure does bring back memories! I don't think I will ever shake the "back to school" feeling Fall leaves me with. Although now, it's more of a joyous "new beginnings" type emotion and the thrill of bundling up in cozy sweaters again...then it was probably decidedly less happy.

Nothing much beats a New England Autumn. Kettle corn, anyone?

I bought the red variety...and the vendor was so nice!

At the woodworker's table...

Soldiers commemorating those we lost in the Civil War

Local gravestones...

***

Then we made our annual visit to B.F. Clyde's Cider Mill in Old Mystic...It wouldn't be fall without some great pumpkin shots :)

I've been visiting Clyde's since I was a wee little thing. I have very fond memories of watching them press the apples and bottle the cider...my Dad always fascinated by how the press worked and showing me all the workings. He always had questions for the family that runs it. Local pride at it's best. It's hard to visit any of these places and not think of all those times. And the cider donuts rock my world :)

XO

Interested in more photos? Check out my galleries:

B.F. Clyde's Cider Mill

Mystic and Clyde's - 2009

Heritage Weekend - 2004

Heritage Weekend - 2006

Mystic Seaport - 2004

Butternut Squash with Spinach Pesto and Barley!

2010-10-06T08:00:00.001-04:00

This is a different take on a salad I had in Edinburgh on my 30th birthday.

I was in the mood for a squash dish...so I ordered a butternut squash from Fresh Direct...along with some of their lovely pesto, organic white northern beans and grape tomatoes. I had frozen spinach and barley on hand already.

1 butternut squash
1 container frozen spinach
1 can white northern beans
1 pint pesto
1 package of grape tomatoes
One Onion
1 clove garlic, minced
Salt
Pepper
Crushed red pepper flakes

Bear with my memory because I NEVER write things down and made this over a week ago! LOL

I began by cutting up the squash, which is always an adventure, but MUCH easier since getting a decent knife (thanks Mom!) Then I put it in a large pot with some water and the frozen spinach so I could steam it all up together!

In the meantime, I cooked 1 cup of the barley according to the package's instructions and sauteed the onion in some olive oil with the garlic.

When the squash was tender and the spinach, thawed, I added the pesto, beans and onion...then seasoned liberally with salt and pepper and crushed red pepper flakes. (You can pump up the garlic and onion flavor with powders if you wish...)

*I also added powdered stinging nettles and I think kelp, to the squash/spinach/pesto/bean concoction....and some white miso paste to the cooking barley. But that, of course, is me :)

When the barley is cooked, add it to the rest.

Just before serving, I added some fresh, sliced, grape tomatoes which I had lovingly sprinkled with celtic sea salt and pepper.

Celtic sea salt is so flavorful...and a little goes a long way! I adore it!

Those tomatoes added just the right touch!! One day I even added some yogurt cheese to it and YUM!

Note: This made A LOT of food!

Pilgrimage for Change

2010-10-01T08:00:00.002-04:00

Iona Abbey

So...for anyone wondering about this mystery workshop I'm doing on Iona...here is the scoop.

Let me begin by saying that my first trip to Iona made a huge impact on me. I am so blessed to have spent such a wonderful week with some truly wonderful souls in October 2009.

Here are some blogs I wrote about my first Iona experience while in Scotland and then upon my (reluctant) return to New York.

The Seeds for Iona

Iona, in the Beginning

Taking the Plunge

Life Run

Wednesday on Iona

Pilgrimage Day

The St. Columba Hotel

Matter Matters

Iona Stones

Pilgrimage for Change, St Columba Hotel, Iona, Scotland
(9-16 April 2011)

In April 2011 John Philip Newell, along with his wife Ali, will be leading Pilgrimage for Change, a week on the Isle of Iona for young adults, 20 and 30 year olds, seeking inner and outer transformation in their lives and world. Iona over the centuries has been a place of new beginnings and commitment to peace. In the development of his work and vision, John Philip has placed a priority on working with young leaders in the belief that they hold part of the key to new beginnings in our world. Pilgrimage for Change is designed to support this work.

Each day on Iona will begin and end with the rhythm of prayer and meditation together, either at the Abbey or elsewhere on the island. In the mornings John Philip will teach on themes related to the oneness of the human soul and the healing of creation, asking what sacrifices we are to make in our lives as individuals, as nations, and as a species, if we and the world are to be well. The afternoons will be given to hiking, conversation, and rest, and in the early evenings Ali will lead us in embodiment practices of chant and meditative movement and further reflection on the way of transformation in our world. On at least one of the days we will walk the seven-mile island pilgrimage route together to reflect on the journey of our lives and universe. Wholesome breakfasts and evening meals, with provision from the organic gardens of the hotel, are an important part of our community life together.

Participants are welcome to bring children to stay in the hotel with them and to participate in mealtimes but the programme sessions will not include children. This means that participants with children will need to provide their own childcare. We know, for instance, that at least one granny intends to come and look after her grandchild during the sessions!

For costs and registration information contact info@stcolumba-hotel.co.uk

Scholarships: The recently formed foundation ‘Friends of John Philip Newell’ www.fojpn.com is offering a limited number of scholarships for this event – International Scholarships ($1000 USD) and British Scholarships ($500 USD). Scholarship awards will be announced by the end of December 2010. For further information and application forms contact Helenmarie Zachritz, Executive Vice President of Friends of John Philip Newell at helenmariez@gmail.com

Dream Assessment

2010-09-29T22:30:00.002-04:00

photos by Jennifer Loeber

We were asked to assess our dreams last week...though I feel I've been doing that on here a lot these past few entries...so instead, I'll share a link to an interview of me, post creative coaching session, from my friend Andrea's website ABCreativity:

"Shine Your Light"

This pretty much shows where I am...it also shows what a good coach Andrea is!

We were also asked to identify the"stuck" parts of our dreams and I have to say that I'm feeling remarkably "un-stuck" right now. Even in the face of still having debt and a savings account that's lower than I'd like since I had to pull from it to pay a few bills over the last two months. Instead I'm grateful that I had the money at my disposal when I needed it!

My first Lion's Share gatherings are fast approaching, and I have a solid plan for my next trip to Scotland. How could I feel stuck with so much motion around my dreams!

XO

Purple Potato Pizza!

2010-09-23T07:30:00.002-04:00

I had found this recipe a while ago but hadn't seen any purple potatoes...so when I saw them on Fresh Direct, I pounced!

Heavenly rosemary, caramelized onions, potatoes...I don't know if a pizza could be prettier!

I sort of improvised with the ingredients because I didn't have any mozzarella cheese, but it's still pretty darn tasty! Sort of like focaccia. I did make the pizza dough :) I also added a bit of sea salt, pepper and a drizzle of olive oil on top before popping it into the oven.

I almost want to put a fried egg on top and have it for breakfast.

The week isn't over yet ;)

Yay! Two Years of The Lion's Share!!!

2010-09-21T00:59:00.004-04:00

Edinburgh!

I started to write a creative dreaming blog for Yah Dreams! when I realized that The Lion's Share's second anniversary was right around the corner.

So much has happened during my two years writing this blog.

I started with, "Today is Where I Am"

And where am I today?

I am in total joy and gratitude for so many things.

I am about to start having Lion's Share gatherings...which was one of my first ideas back in 2008 in my room at Newbold House, in Scotland.
I've been back to Scotland and am returning this April for another J. Philip Newell workshop on Iona and some amazing time in Edinburgh.
I've been to Dublin for a long weekend to see The Waterboys, celebrate and drink Guinness at the source :)
I've had a photo in a group show down on the lower east side with my women artists' salon (I also run the blog!!!)
I've been exploring my creative dreams with ABCcreativity...including some amazing coaching!
I wrote a little item about my love for Dr. Who for TV Guide Magazine and it was printed!
I'm almost finished with the second year of my herbal apprenticeship (also an idea I had in my room at Newbold...)
After a long hibernation period, I'm really connecting to and taking care of myself.
I was asked to write an article about my love for Edinburgh for Edinburgh Spotlight!
"Sowing the Seeds of Abundance" has been going really well. I continue to see my debt reduced and my savings increase.

My heather plant is coming along nicely!

A lot of stuff going on here...it's so exciting!

Stay tuned for some info on purchasing some LionArt Creations. I want to clear out my inventory and I think I'm going to offer some artistic treats in exchange for donations (see the "donate" button under the "about" section on the upper right of this page).

Thank You All for reading and sharing this amazing journey with me!

XO

Adding to My Soundtrack

2010-09-15T18:35:00.003-04:00

I created my soundtrack a while back ("Sing the Changes") and have decided to add the following two songs:

"Open" by Mike Scott

I actually have a live version of this from "Karma to Burn" in my playlist (as well as Long Way to the Light). There is such joy in the live versions...

"Tricks of the Trade" by Paolo Nutini

This song is just so beautiful to me...

Sqeezing the Joy Out of My Dreams...

2010-09-13T09:00:00.001-04:00

Beginnings of a New Vision...

I have the elements of a new vision board lying on my floor...and I realized that my dreams are bigger than the board I've set aside for visioning! That's definitely a metaphor for my life right now.

I have such big dreams, and yet I tend to think smaller as a sort of safety net. When in reality, thinking smaller than my dreams will most likely make me come up short.

Well...that's enough of that!!!

This week's Creative Dreaming assignment was to "Squeeze the Joy Out of Our Dreams..."

So that is what I did.

In the recent tidal wave of dreams re-visited and re-establishing a healthy life style...I really did it up this past week.

~I put a deposit down on my next workshop in Scotland (woohoo!) and I assure you I meditated quite a lot on being back in Edinburgh and Iona. Every time a photo popped up on my work computer I had a very different feeling. No more longing for when I'll return, but excitement and a sense of homecoming for when I'll be back! That's a great shift. And I haven't (really) worried about the money at all. That's a great sign to me that I'm on the right track.

~I made plans for my first Lion's Share gathering and sent out the invitations!

~I spent some quality time at home in the mornings...writing and simply relaxing. Oh, and I turned in my papers to renew my passport, aka my ticket to joy ;)

~I really immersed myself back into all the things that had led me to joy and myself years ago. Like doing the Inner Mean Girl Cleanse and reading inspirational books...a little self-help tune up, if you will. It's all reminded me of the person I have set out to be...and continue to evolve into.

I finished the week off with my September Apprenticeship day. That always gives me what I need in that moment (this time we learned how to make cream and gave ourselves herbal facials after spending some magical time up on the mountain in the woods). I returned to find a receipt from the St. Columba Hotel on Iona...for the workshop! It was addressed completely wrong (my name was correct!) and yet it still made it to me.

Then, Sunday, my first restorative yoga class. Amazing.

I've also been given the gift of childhood joys like sleeping on the floor and watching TV on my bed...and being outside stirring up magical potions of water and dirt (an apprenticeship practice).

I can think of no better way to connect with joy, than to be child-like for a weekend.

Now...all I need is a bigger board!

XO

Lessons Learned While Moving a Mattress...

2010-09-11T08:00:00.006-04:00

So here's a lesson about turning things around and choosing happy over victim-hood.

I ordered a new mattress for my loft bed and I came home to it on my doorstep. Awesome!

I unwrapped it on my floor and tried it out...not bad!

Then I took my old "mattress" and bedding off the bed in preparation for the new heavenly mattress.

And then I tried to hoist the mattress up on my own.

I figured I'd have no trouble, after all I put up the whole loft bed on my own with no help as well as the heavy coat rack in my entryway.

What followed was a lot of cursing, sweating, knocking things over...and the beginnings of thoughts like, "I don't have anyone nearby to help..." blah blah..."Having a man around right now would be great..." blah blah yawn.

In the end, I stopped and realized I was going to have to wait until I could ask my Super or Porter for help. It's a good lesson for me. I tend to have trouble asking for help...being the self sufficient single gal in NYC that I am.

So I made up the bed on the floor in front of the T.V. and thought, "I'll have a sleepover with myself this weekend."

Conclusion? It's really nice to sleep at "ground level" and be able to watch television in bed for a change...kind of made me feel like a kid again.

It's all in how you look at things.

XO

A Little Validation Never Hurts...

2010-09-09T11:32:00.002-04:00

I've been doing the Inner Mean Girl Cleanse for 2 weeks now...and it's been amazing. I just opened this week's e-mail and what was the subject line?

"Week 3 - Permission to Live Obligation Free‏"

Hooray! Where was this last week when I was agonizing...and then wrote "No 'Musts' No Fuss!"

Warning: Turn your sound down because the volume is very high on this movie.

I highly recommend joining...it's been very enlightening and helpful. I swear I feel more energetic since I've started paying attention to where I give away my power and waste my, all too important, attention.

"DO IT FROM LOVE, or DON'T DO IT"

No Knead to Worry

2010-09-08T10:00:00.005-04:00

I enjoyed another, lovely, Labor Day "Staycation" this year and used the time to finally achieve a successful loaf of bread! A friend of mine had suggested that I try the "no knead" method because I was having difficulties due to lack of good counter space and a sturdy enough table to really lay into the dough :) So that's what I did!

mmmm...

I chose to do half wheat, half white flour to start off...and it was just as simple as promised. First you mix together 3 cups of flour, 1 teaspoon (fine) sea salt, 1/4 teaspoon instant yeast, and 1 1/2 cups warm water until it all just comes together. Cover with plastic wrap and set aside for 12-20 hours.

Then use a wet spatula (or wet hands) to get dough out of the bowl and onto a floured surface (it should look goopy and sticky, so don't worry!)

Use (wet) spatula (or hands) to gently form into a ball...then transfer to a floured, cotton, towel (no terry cloth because the fluffy fibers will end up in your bread!)

Wrap loosely and let rest for two hours. It should double in size.

With a half hour of rest time still left...put dutch oven (or any oven proof covered pot) in oven and pre-heat to 450 degrees. After 30 minutes, take pot out and use the towel to roll the dough ball in (shake a little to even it out...it doesn't matter how it falls in :)

Bake loaf (covered) for 30 minutes then remove cover and bake for an additional 15 to get a nice brown, crispy crust!

* I made a second, all white, loaf the next day (using warmed up whey I'd strained out of my homemade yogurt to make cheese). I was "naughty" and basted the top with butter before browning the crust. I know it's not as healthy...but YUM!!!! It's my favorite of the two.

They were at their best, still warm, with butter.....mmmm. And continue to be lovely with hummus or marmite and yogurt cheese!

The thing that struck me the most with the whole "no knead" method is that the person who loves it the most, does so because they never really have to get their hands dirty...hence the emphasis on using a wet spatula or hands so the dough wont stick to you.

I like the "put it to the side" and it's rather quick...for now...aspect. But I WANT to get my hands dirty!!!

XO

No "Musts" No Fuss

2010-09-06T08:00:00.007-04:00

Taken from my vision board, still in progress...

"Musts" can come in so many different forms...

A while back I decided to stop living my life according to "musts" and "shoulds." I believe that up until that point I'd listened to what others thought or what I thought they thought...and that had shaped who I was (or wasn't).

It's pretty ridiculous to base your identity on assumptions...and try to mold yourself into someone who others approve of. It's draining and exhausting and you can end up somewhere you don't belong.

Breaking out of that was very difficult and painful at times. It caused me to really step back and look at who I was and what I wanted. At first I felt as if I had cheated and lied to myself for years...building my life around fears and other people's expectations of who and what I was.

I had to shed a lot of tears and excess baggage...and unfortunately some relationships. But I believe that I am finally on the right track. I'm carving out a road that I feel belongs to me and is mostly a joy to travel down. There is the odd speed bump or scary bend...but it's exciting nonetheless.

This past week I've been exploring all the "musts" and "shoulds" that can come from various places in regards to my goals and dreams. I had my comfort edge pushed a little farther, got defensive...and then got real. I finished off the week with a wonderful creative coaching session and have come back into alignment with my journey. I know I need to move forward and make things happen, but the decisions are mine and right for me. I also learned that there could be other ways I achieve my dreams...I want to be open to all possibilities.

Now, this attitude is starting to make its way into my daily life...these are mostly the "musts" of having to have a perfectly clean house or having a daily yoga practice...etc. So I'll let the odd dish go unwashed or not do laundry one day in favor of relaxing. I'm trying not to compare myself or my home with anyone else's. I'm doing what's best for my sanity :)

No more should've, would've, could've!

XO

Gratitude

2010-09-04T13:00:00.002-04:00

Making my way to the top...

Kindness and gratitude seem to be buzzing around me this week....and when I say that, I mean reminders to be kind and grateful towards myself.

My body had begun to sort of curl in on itself...like I was truly wilting in the heat.

It seemed I had come to another little period of questioning everything...and feeling frustrated and stuck and alone.

Well...as soon as I expressed this to some of my friends, there was a tidal wave of love and support reminding me that I'm not alone. In fact, it took a lot of the pressure off of me because I was reminded that since I've put my dreams out there, I have people holding them up for me...so maybe I can relax a bit and ride on the shoulders of all these lovely souls for a while.

I feel much lighter.

What a wonderful reminder that the Universe has your back. That we don't always need to be climbing that hill...sometimes we need to stop, sit, meditate and relish the moment and the view.

XO

Some Wednesday Inspiration

2010-09-01T18:58:00.001-04:00

Simple Things
by Paolo Nutini

If you love the life you live
Then you'll get a lot more done
Be more inclined to take the reins
Than turn away and run
it's very rare it seems to get a lifetime guarantee,
So I suppose self satisfaction be the key
My father is a wealthy, self made man
But his wealth does not consist of
riches or acres of land
Instead he has a family who are
His biggest fans
that's something that I one day hope to have
So I'll cherish the simple things
The easy took for granted things
Like going round my Mum's house for my tea
And argue with my sister,
Only God knows how I missed her
it's the simple things that mean the most to me

Argh, he gets up each day at five
Starts the car and makes the drive
Shutters up, starts the fryers
Serves out food to all the buyers in the town
As they stand there in the same old line
Get there every day at the same old time
No, you never hear him grumble and groan
Cause they're the people in the
line that he built it on
And like me he cherished the simple things
The easy took for granted things
Like going round his Mum's house for my tea
And argue with his sister,
Only God knows how he missed her
it's the simple things tha mean the most to... him

XO

Birthday Vacation and Revelations

2010-08-27T22:30:00.004-04:00

The remains of the fresh, raw milk...

I've been on a bit of a vacation since my birthday and rummaging through my toolbox...

I went to my Mom's in CT for the weekend and enjoyed some quiet and together time with family. We ate breakfast at Crescent Beach:

...traveled to Lyme in pursuit of raw milk at Beaver Brook Farm:

The Wool Shop @ Beaver Brook Farm

...had lunch at The Black Sheep and walked in McCook's Park (where we heard bagpipes...I kid you not...) with my cousins:

View of Hole in the Wall Beach

Long Island Sound

And to finish off Saturday, we had a wonderful bbq at my Sister's with one of my nephews taking great pains to make sure the candles were placed perfectly on my cake (awww) and the other being adorable as usual (they are both adorable, of course)!

Sunday I bought yarn at A.C. Moore for a delicious cabled sweater pattern :)

It was a really nice weekend...reminding me even more how I want to be in quieter surroundings as soon as I can manage it.

To add to the loveliness, I've had a couple days off of work this week! I've been cooking and knitting and sleeping in...aaah.

I seem to be indulging myself right through the end of the month! I visited an acupuncture clinic near my apartment and then booked a massage while there and I just purchased a Creative Healing session!

My head is spinning (but in a good way) since I realized I've been neglecting myself in lieu of "PAY THE BILLS, SAVE, SAVE SAVE!!!" I seem to be making up for it. ;) The debt reduction and savings plan is still very important to me, of course, but I was beginning to lose my creative and blissful way. I think, in future, I need to take more steady care of myself instead of exploding with it all in one week.

I have also realized that I want to start practicing my Reiki again and eventually be attuned to level 3. So I am offering short healing sessions on a donation basis. If anyone is interested, you can e-mail me for more info!

But wait, there's more!!!

I'll be starting Lion's Share gatherings...hopefully in late October. I'm going to experiment by having a lovely weekend full of cooking and togetherness at my cousin's in CT. We've been trying to do this for over a year!

The more official Lion's Share Circles will be potluck and/or helped along by donations (I'm putting a donation button, here, in the sidebar). I was inspired by "Julie & Julia" because I don't have sufficient cash on hand to throw parties on my own. Each get together will feature wonderful food and have themes such as knitting, dream-boarding, reiki, etc. I hope these gatherings will begin to foster the sense of community I want to create (and enjoy)!

And last, but certainly not least...it looks like I'll be returning to Scotland in the Spring!!! I received word (the day before my birthday) of another workshop on Iona and really want to participate (more info on that in another post).

So, here's to a wonderful year of living and moving forward. 32 will be amazing.

XO

Rummaging Through My Toolbox...

2010-08-16T21:30:00.018-04:00

Creative Dreaming had us look at the tools we've been using to follow our dreams. "Are we using a knife to scoop salsa instead of a spoon?"

I discovered that I have been putting the focus on all the "wrong" things lately…which is contributing to unhappiness. Not good.

I have been focusing on money…the lack of it and where it needs to go when it comes in. I've been focusing more on the work that doesn't bring me joy because it's been bringing me money…in hopes that I can pay off my debt and save money so I can pursue joy later.

Wrong….Wrong…WRONG!!!

Thankfully I was recently reminded of all the positive tools I have accumulated over the years. What delicious timing!

SARK!
I participated in a free tele-workshop last Wednesday and what a gift!!! I almost hung up when I found out we were going to have to participate…but stayed on the line and was rewarded by "meeting" two wonderful women who provided the exact words I needed to hear at that very moment. I used to visit the SARK forum all the time but now mostly visit just for gratitude lists (which are important!) and to post blog links. I've met some wonderful people on this forum though and I really want to get a little more involved again. One of the things SARK said that really resonated was that we have to build a bridge from where we are to where we want to be. I guess that's what I'm trying to do these days. After the call I decided to revisit the first SARK book I ever read, "Succulent Wild Woman." A very good idea. Hell, I could write a whole post about SARK's influence on me! Maybe I will :)

Nature
I have a park nearby but rarely go because I don't want to walk through chaos to get to the quiet…not sure how to work on this one. I suppose that's a metaphor for my life right now. "Walking Through Chaos to Get to the Quiet." I have requested some outdoors time when I go to CT for my birthday this weekend. I want to visit a farm and maybe do a nature walk...or do the Niantic boardwalk followed by a nice black and tan at The Black Sheep!

Reiki
I used to get treatments on a regular basis and then became attuned to give treatments. I used to practice more...but have let that slide as well.

Emotions
I had gotten really in tune with my emotions and having the "good cries."

Yoga
One upon a time I did a little yoga every morning

Dance
I used to take tango lessons and do a belly dancing workout at home at least 3 times a week.

Singing/Music
Singing along to my iPod while I cook or get ready really sets me up for the day.

Travel
Oh, how I would love to get out of town (preferably to you know where!) It always gives me a fresh perspective and opens my heart up. So, since funds won't allow me to be in my favorite place right now...I have been asking about some local retreat spots...and my friends have been coming through with suggestions!

And Speaking of Friends...
I'd forgotten what incredible tools my friends are! Wait…that didn't come out right…LOL. My friends provide inspiration, support and ideas that I never would have come up with on my own. I've been very hermit-like lately and feeling as if I need to go everything alone. Then I had a delightful dinner with my friend, Kim and a wonderful e-mail with my friend, Heidi…and then my herbal apprenticeship on the weekend where we strolled through the most amazingly peaceful place called "Pacem in Terris" and had a lovely picnic beneath the trees…and just today I was reading about my friend Christina's travels. VERY inspiring :)

I suppose my task, now, is how to re-implement all these tools. I've let some slide, such as Reiki, acupuncture, dance or yoga classes, travel, and any kind of therapy/counseling due to the cost! My funds are still the cause of angst…as well as having to come into the city every day for work. I really don't enjoy the city anymore…even my neighborhood in Queens. I think I'd be able to enjoy my space more if I didn't have to go into the city every day…but that's going to take a lot of baby-stepping to figure out.

I want to start putting together Lion's Share gatherings this fall. All with different themes, such as knitting or dream-boarding…and of course there will always be yummy food!

I came up with a Lion's Share motto a few weeks ago...seems like another good tool to use:

Live
Love
Learn

XO

Dream Boogie with SARK!

2010-08-13T14:48:00.006-04:00

Big news! Best-selling author and artist SARK (aka Susan Ariel Rainbow Kennedy) has just announced a new session of Dream Boogie with SARK, starting Wednesday September 22. If you sign up by August 15, you save $20 with the "Early Dreamer Discount", and you also get a bonus jump-start workbook called "SARK's Purple Dream Crayon: A Playbook for Naming Your Dream"

SARK has been teaching workshops all around the world for over 25 years, and now you can work with her directly in this a dream productivity program that is packed with inspiration and innovation to help you move from dreaming to DOing.

You can enjoy some fun, free "Dream Boogie" samples, including interview audio snippets, plus colorful SARK videos, workbook downloads, and other funky little goodies for your dream.

*SARK has been an amazing inspiration to me over the years and I've met so many wonderful people because of her. I'm delighted to be able to spread the word about her and her wonder-full programs!

Cake & Pie!

2010-08-10T00:00:00.006-04:00

We had a little send off party at the office for my friend, Sara, on July 30th...for which I made cake and pie. Beat that!

It's a little inside joke.

I found some really delicious recipes though and thought I'd share the links here!

Guinness Oatmeal Stout Pie and Root Beer Cake

I'm sure you'll all think less of me because, in the interest of time, I used a frozen pie crust and (gasp!) store bought frosting! I know...I know. But it had to be done. I also had to use good old A&W root beer because the bodega near my apartment didn't carry any natural sodas....can you imagine? :)

I want to make both of these again so I can tweak the root beer cake and make my own frosting. It was SO sweet (though no one but me seemed to have a problem with that)!

The pie was totally kick ass. Maybe some day when I have more counter space I'll attempt to make my own pie crust. Until that day, Fresh Direct carries a great frozen one!

It was a rather hilarious evening of slightly manic baking...complete with flour-y footprints all over my hard wood floor! It was well worth it though.

We miss you Sara!

XO

"Sing The Changes"

2010-08-08T15:00:00.008-04:00

This week's Creative Dreaming assignment was to create a soundtrack that best illustrates our life the way we dream it to be.

I found this pretty interesting because I normally get drawn to music that illustrates how I'm feeling now...which I suppose could contribute to feeling "stuck."

So here are some songs from my iPod, in no particular order, that make up my soundtrack. The funny thing is that with the exception of Paul McCartney and Mike Scott, all these songs are the only ones by these artists in my collection. The energy of them stuck with me and I had to download them!

I love it when songs "find" us...

I've made a separate playlist with them that I will add to and subtract from as I see fit. It's good to switch to in between the Glee soundtracks, The Waterboys, and Paolo Nutini... :)
XO

Plans for "Becoming..."

2010-08-02T09:41:00.011-04:00

I neglected to mention another part of my dream/plan. It's to write a book. This will take a while since it's going to be a memoir of sorts. About my journey of "Becoming."

I've been writing since I was in elementary school. Taking various creative writing classes and baffling my college friends by electively taking "Poetry" and "Greek Mythology."

When I was a freshman in college, I went through a bit a depression. It's to be expected, I think, when going through a major upheaval for the first time. I had moved to New York City from small town CT and after a rather good first semester found myself dealing with my closest new friend not returning to school and a bi-polar roommate who had semi moved out but still had keys to the room. As a result I began to question my choice to move to New York and study Ad Design…you name it, I questioned it.

I also retreated into my poetry journal. I took it everywhere I went and wrote some super dark poems. When I read them now I almost can't believe I'm the same person! All those poems are definitely part of the tapestry of my life. I know, now, that I can access darkness…as well as light. They can both be gorgeous.

One particularly bad evening I called my Sister and asked her if I could come over. My Brother happened to be there and they were ordering Chinese. Sounded good to me. At the end of the meal we all reached for our fortunes and I got the one pictured above. At that moment everything went calm and crystal clear. I was where I needed to be (here, in New York) because, well…that's where I was. I pasted the fortune into my journal and kept writing. That was February 1, 1997.

The poem seems appropriate...

For a while I just thought that it was a crazy thing…I even stopped writing for a long time. When I started this blog the book idea came back into focus, and now it has a foundation! Woohoo!

So I'll keep you all posted! My travel plans are going to figure into the book quite heavily, so onwards and upwards!!!

XO

The Best Laid Plans...

2010-07-30T13:45:00.009-04:00

Princes Street Gardens, 2008

It's sort of scary when you start to form a concrete "plan." I have to put the word "plan" in quotes because I know very well that I could try to plan everything down to the wire and yet something could topple the whole scheme completely. I tend to work better in open and organic circumstances. It's a lot more fun and custom fit too…to follow our unique roads and marvel at the scenery as it passes by. To watch our dream destinations get closer and closer.

It's also scary when you share said "plan" with others. In one way it's liberating and awesome because it's out there but in another it's open to criticism, nay-sayers, and folks who might be upset by or threatened by it. I have also had unfortunate experiences over these past (almost) 32 years when trusting others with my dreams. I began to feel very protective so I wouldn't be "stripped" for ideas or swallowed up by "grabby" energy, feeling betrayed in the end. That's when a person starts to hoard their dreams and ideas and they begin to feel smothered. Not a good feeling.

I admit these are very candid thoughts. I started to resent feeling like I had to squirrel away my dreams for fear that someone else might try to usurp them. I completely understand that it's usually in a subconscious way that stems from low self esteem, but still...

I've recently started to share again (slowly) with lovely people who I feel safe with. It's all been a very big part of my regrouping...because sharing is what I want to do.

So…back to the "plan" :)

I am still in the midst of saving money and paying down debt. I feel that has been the story for a while now, although lots of other yummy stuff has been simmering in the background.

I am doing well on the debt front. I've managed to consolidate the credit card woes down to one…so I just have that and my student loan outstanding. I've also been putting money into my savings account and (for the most part) not touching it…even for my Apprenticeship. Though at times the balance still feels light years away from where I want/need it to be...

I want to finish my Apprenticeship (which will be another year after this November). I'm learning so many amazing things about myself there that I know it's integral to my future. By then my savings and debt should be under even better control!

***

I get quotes everyday via e-mail and these are ringing very true to me right now:

"The buffer of time gives you the opportunity to get it right before it manifests, to take pleasure from the vision and from the molding it into place... Can you imagine if everything was manifesting instantly? You would manifest this, and then you would manifest it away. And then you'd manifest that, and then... It would be a difficult thing if you were instantly manifesting every whim or every misaligned thought. It's so much better that you have this buffer of time where you can feel it into perfection before it manifests into your experience."
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the [Abraham Hicks] workshop in Ashland, OR on Tuesday, May 16th, 2000 #514

"Flaming enthusiasm, backed up by horse sense and persistence, is the quality that most frequently makes for success."

-Dale Carnegie

***

And now we come to the Scottish part of my plan. I won't put that plan in quotes because it will be. The "how's" are the only thing in question. I think I'll refer to it as "Project Thistle" :)

I've started making a list of all the things I think I want to do out there. So far I have:

A writing workshop or retreat (or both) in the Highlands
A cooking class on the Isle of Skye
Gaelic course on Skye
Working in exchange for lodging with a friend on Skye
Experience week in Findhorn
Volunteering in various places (Iona, replant trees in Highlands, etc)
Classes at The University of Edinburgh
Lion's Share week(s) with friends in Edinburgh (and other places)
Woof it?

The list keeps growing and I welcome more ideas…collaborations? I figure I can start researching the costs and put together a proposal for a grant. Whether it be an educational or artist grant, I'm not sure. And I'd have to research visas...etc. I will, of course document the whole experience here :)

More aspects of the "plan" are to expand my blog and hopefully start creating income with it. I have been given a few good ideas from friends (including an e-book of my recipes and selling my photos). I want to start budgeting my time accordingly so I can move forward! It's as if I'm living a double life at times. The commuting into the city every day for office-work Lee Ann and the Earth Mama, cook, writer, photographer, all around creative being Lee Ann. The latter hasn't been given enough space and time to grow lately.

Happily I do feel as if the dam is breaking (in a good way). My good friend Sara is embarking on a new phase in her life and I feel like it is another one of those happy/sad catalysts. I will miss seeing her in the office every day but I know it's the beginning of a shift.

One by one the winds change and blow us in the directions we are meant to go.

XO

BLT Potato Salad

2010-07-28T22:15:00.001-04:00

AMAZING!!!

I, in my infinite wisdom, decided to make this on one of our "hotter than hell" weekends. So this genius had the oven going most of the day (I also made some delectable granola).

4 medium, gorgeous, yukon gold potatoes
Mixed greens
1 package (nitrate free) bacon
canola or olive oil mayonnaise
1 pint grape tomatoes
onion powder
sea salt
mustard powder
red wine vinegar
garlic

Cut the potatoes into bite size pieces, put in pot and cover with cold, salted water. Let sit while cooking the bacon.

I cooked the bacon on a rack in the oven so it could get nice and crisp! I also ate roughly half of the precious stash before it made it to the salad. Try to hold yourself back :)

Bring the potatoes to a boil and then reduce heat. SImmer about 10 minutes. Drain and cool them down with ice water.

Slice tomatoes in half and add to potatoes.

The dressing:

Whisk about two tablespoons of mayo with a dash o vinegar, oil, mustard, onion, and salt. Add one minced garlic clove and mix into potato/tomato mixture. The mayo really gives this salad the BLT flavor.

Add greens and crumbled bacon. Serve immediately.

*If you want to eat it over a few days…keep greens and bacon separate and add before serving*

D.J. Baby Bok Choy

2010-07-24T19:30:00.007-04:00

So this is how my brain works sometimes. I basically bought baby bok choy because of a Saturday Night Live sketch.

Yup. :)

and I just made up the dish in a pinch:

3 bunches baby bok choy
1 container of stir fry greens
1 can baby corn
1 container firm tofu
1/2 pound roast beef
tamari
crushed red pepper flakes
chili powder
garlic powder
onion powder

I marinated the tofu in tamari and then browned it, and rubbed the roast beef with chili powder...and set aside.

Throw the corn, beef and greens into the pan and cook until the greens wilt. Then I sprinkled more tamari, garlic and onion powder to taste. Add the tofu in at the end.

Delicious!

And now, for the SNL sketch.

I had to name it after "D.J. Baby Bok Choy." The sketch might not be for everyone, but I was rolling. I went to The Fashion Institute of Technology and live in NYC. I'm telling you, this guy exists!

If the screen is black...just click on it and it should re-load...

My 15 Minutes

2010-07-19T21:16:00.007-04:00

My free hat...and well earned t-shirt!

My co-workers and I went on our second annual Staten Island Yankees game last Monday and it was, as always, a hilarious evening. We did an all you can eat plan...and boy did we take advantage of that! One of us still had a sandwich in his pocket on the ferry ride home...though I'm not naming names.

We tend to get a little rowdy. This year we kept trying to get one of the mascots over in our area for a photo...which led to one of the braver moments in my life.

Red

They asked us to play a game..and they needed a guy and a girl. We nominated Rob and Sara but things started to look shaky when Sara found out she was going to have to sing. So I stepped in and exercised my knowledge of old pop songs. We were playing finish that lyric, and I got "I'm a Believer" by The Monkees. It's like the game was meant for me. What else could I have done? I couldn't disappoint our tens of fans...

The crowd goes wild

Rob and I mentally prepare...

I know you've been wanting it. So I give you...the Performance:

There was a guy behind me feeding me the words...and at first I didn't realize what he was doing. I wanted to turn around and say, "Dude, I got this!" LOL

Rob and I return to normal life...

I found my reaction to the whole situation really interesting. I calmly took up the call and though I was nervous, found that instead of being outwardly focused on all the strangers watching/listening to me...I was inwardly focused and just had fun! There was a time I wouldn't sing in front of one person...let alone be on a big screen, anywhere.

Go Yankees!

XO

Cultivating Well Being

2010-07-15T08:00:00.003-04:00

The fabulous fruit shake cart near my office

I've been sticking to my routine of going to Bryant Park with my book, and the days I get to lie on the grass are the best...surrounded by the unique and random crowd that tends to gather there. I also walk through part of Forest Park on my way home.

Pigeons hanging out in the park

A couple weeks ago I went to Levain Bakery on the Upper West side to buy cookies for my boss's birthday (AMAZING cookies, btw). It was one of those mornings that reminded me of a time when I really liked living in New York City. The air was cool and I met my friend and co-worker, Sara, for a coffee and pastry before heading into the office. Talk about changing the day! It was nice and chill outside the bakery where we chatted, drank coffee...and I got powdered sugar all over myself. :)

So this got me thinking about all the activities I do to help me stay sane and happy. Including hanging out with friends in places I've never been. Sometimes being a tourist at home is needed to make you see things from a different perspective. Like having pizza and (sshh) beer in Gantry Park...which looks across The East River to Manhattan from Long Island City...

Pepsi Cola Sign in Long Island City

Drawings on the Boardwalk in Gantry Park, LI City

And there is always pub food and heavenly beer at St. Andrews...I'll be going there again tomorrow evening after a movie in Times Square.

Bar, St. Andrews Restaurant

I have also been to a Staten Island Yankees game this week with my TV Guide Magazine colleagues. I ended up volunteering for a game which was put up on the big screen. Stay tuned for more on that in a future blog :)

Domestic Bliss

2010-07-12T08:00:00.001-04:00

My Sprouts!

I've recently gotten back into the joy of tending my hearth. Spending the past couple weekends making yogurt, sprouting sprouts and knitting! Yes...knitting again. I can breathe.

It's been a little slow going because of the heat...and my refusal to put the air conditioner back in. Note to self: Never live in the South. I am, however, settling into the heat to a point where I can tolerate it and not be miserable...but I don't enjoy it. Sort of how I feel about living in New York City :)

I actually started writng this blog on 4th of July weekend. The heat has sort of forced me into nap-mode on the weekends. Maybe that's what I need right now...be like a cat and sleep to cope with the heat.

This past weekend I had my Apprenticeship day (which is always a day I can breathe) and then Sunday was a homemaking day...although laundry fell into the oblivion that it always seems to in favor of cooking and catching up on assorted TV shows and singing along to my iPod in the kitchen.

As I participated in all these activities I started thinking about this blog entry, just sitting waiting to be finished, and I realized that it's very hard for me to relate my feelings about tending the hearth and home because their mine.

On Saturday I had a lovely conversation with one of my herbal Sisters. We were discussing what our ideal jobs would be. I found that "Homemaker" was the most accurate title I could come up with. Is that going against feminism? I think not. Tending the hearth is such a joyously feminine thing that I completely revel in re-embracing it! I adore making my own yogurt, bread, granola, sprouts, knitted items...etc.

Although yesterday, as I braved the heat and switched on the oven to make granola for the first time (and crisp bacon for a BLT Potato salad), I realized that I do resent having to squish all these luscious earthy pursuits into one or two days over a weekend.

However, I'm confident that one day the time will be right and I will find a "homemaking" position. Until then my weekends will be very busy :)

A Patriotic Berry Salad

2010-07-05T21:30:00.005-04:00

Okay...so I'm a day late and a dollar short. But the salad is red, white, and blue! :)

It was not intended as a 4th of July treat...but it's a really easy and beautiful berry salad for summer cookouts!

1 pint blueberries
16 oz. strawberries
Honey
Plain yogurt
Fresh mint
Lemon Juice
Lemon Zest

Slice up the strawberries and mix with blueberries and the juice and zest of half a lemon. Roughly chop about a handful of mint and toss with yogurt and honey to taste. Done!

And now for your viewing pleasure...photos of my NYC rooftop 4th of July:

It was a wonderful evening with friends and hot dogs and beer! I love me a good cookout.

XO

Trust: Things Are Happening...

2010-06-16T09:45:00.003-04:00

Bryant Park

Trust was last week's focus. Trusting that though we may not see progress...things are happening underneath. I'm "establishing my root system."

I thought a lot about how hard it is to trust...to have faith when seemingly "nothing" is happening. I've had issues with this. BIG ISSUES.

This time around though, I feel as if I've turned a corner. I'm loving how calming/quieting down my energy over the past months has helped me see more clearly and experiences have been flowing to me in a manner I can handle and be joyous within. Even the darker experiences. I have found joy and inspiration within some of the saddest situations, which is amazing to me!

I try to sit in the quiet, motionless, moments and listen. Sometimes all I hear is my heartbeat or the wind in the trees...sometimes I hear a voice that assures me I'm still "in the works..."

And that's OK.

There's a gentleness to it...a calm energy that feels good because it feels like me.

Don't get me wrong...I have my moments of frustration and impatience. I wouldn't be me without the odd question of, "Where am I going!!?" "How am I going to get there!!?

But I've been planting seeds and I do feel as if things are happening. Every little risk, every heart to heart, every blog, every new dish I cook...gets me closer.

XO

P.S. One of my little risks has yielded me a printed piece in TV Guide Magazine! I wrote about my love of Dr. Who for our "Guilty Pleasures" issue. Check it out!

Spicy Thai Coconut Rice‏

2010-06-12T14:51:00.001-04:00

When I buy groceries for the week I usually try to save money by buying an organic soup that I can mix with brown rice and voila! An inexpensive meal. Sometimes it's as simple as veggie chili with rice...and sometimes I get creative:

1 can of Amy's organic thai coconut soup
2 cups brown rice
1 package of extra firm tofu
1 bunch basil
Fish sauce
Crushed red pepper flakes
Curry powder

I browned the tofu in fish sauce, curry, basil, olive oil and crushed red pepper flakes while the rice cooked with a vegan, no salt added bouillon cube. I've also used chicken in place of the tofu.

Then I mixed it all together with the soup.

You do need to be careful when using canned soup (even organic) since the sodium content can be high.

It was delicious! I brought it to work all week and loved it as much at the end as I did in the beginning :)

XO

I Believe In Myself, I Believe In My Dreams...

2010-06-09T20:00:00.008-04:00

Cloud gazing in Bryant Park

I believe in myself, I believe in my dreams...

This was the mantra we were working with this past week in Creative Dreaming...and I'll admit, I sort of forgot until the end of the week. It's amazing how we can shy away from firmly committing to ourselves sometimes. Sometimes it can be scary when our dreams start to come true.

When our June Apprenticeship day came on Saturday...it all came back to me. We even meditated on embracing our whole selves. The good and the "bad." Acknowledging and loving ourselves...welcoming all of our parts.

Words my teacher spoke last year resurfaced as well: "If it's not enjoyable, it's not sustainable."

SO TRUE

When I stop and think about my life and the richness that it's held up to this point, I don't think of the time I've spent behind a desk. I think of running down the street during a June hail storm in Florence, drinking tea across from the Tower Bridge in London, tarot cards on the patio in St.Thomas, making my Dad laugh at the dinner table, getting off the bus in Edinburgh for the first time, feeding Hamish the Highland cow, "swimming" on Iona, Guinness and laughter in Dublin, hugging my nephews, hearing the earth squish beneath my boots and the wind whistling past my ears, feeling the rain fall on my face, smelling the grass and trees...

I've recently made a promise to myself. Now that it's warm outside, I will try to go to Bryant Park every day...even for just 15 minutes. Get out of the "office" air, take my shoes off and stand on the grass, read...or just lie there. It's saved my sanity...and my back.

My upside-down view of 6th avenue...

Kicking back with "The Princess Bride"

Getting outside this week hasn't been as easy and I feel the difference. I tried to compensate by walking a different way home, alongside the park, on Monday and was rewarded by a slew of Sassafras trees! Seeing those delightfully cartoonish leaves made me smile instantly, lifting my spirits.

What does all this have to do with believing in myself and my dreams? Well...it means I'm going to continue to live life in an enjoyable and sustainable way...and I believe it will all take me to wonderful places. Making lovely memories every day.

XO

Homemade Yogurt!

2010-06-02T21:53:00.003-04:00

I was so excited to get this easy recipe during my last apprenticeship day (the origins of it are unclear since it was found online).

Now that I've made yogurt I just can't go back! It also spurred me to only eat/drink real, full fat dairy...I even want to look into buying raw milk in the future. I'm telling you...I'd love to learn how to churn my own butter, but that's another blog...

Yogurt Recipe

1/2 Gallon whole milk (organic if possible)
1/2 Cup full fat plain yogurt with live active cultures

Heat the milk in a crock pot on low for 2 1/2 hours, then turn off/unplug and allow the milk to cool in crock pot (with lid on) for 3 hours.

Remove 1 or 2 cups of the warm milk and mix with 1/2 cup of yogurt. Add back into crock pot and whisk thoroughly.

Cover crock pot and wrap in 1 or 2 thick towels.

Let the whole mixture culture over night (8-12 hours).

Pour into glass jars and put into fridge!

I've enjoyed my yogurt with fresh blackberries, stewed apples and cinnamon, and mixed in with my morning oatmeal. It's delightful! So mild and creamy...and my stomach is all the better for using whole milk.

I was fascinated by how hard it was to find whole milk yogurt at the supermarket. All I could find was Greek style (which I love, but is also expensive).

*Remember to save a 1/2 cup of your yogurt for the next batch!

XO

Patience Might Be The Key...

2010-05-30T15:30:00.002-04:00

But it's so hard to turn at times!

This is sort of a post script for my "I'm In This for the Long Haul" blog. I was thinking about it after I posted.

Everything in my life right now lends itself to cultivating patience. Everything.

Patience for New York.

Waiting for my hair to grow out (this is hard for a Leo).

Slowly paying down my big credit card and student loan.

Watching my savings account grow...slowly but surely.

Waiting to buy certain things (only when I have the funds).

Every time I get a paycheck I square away the bills...budget out this and that...put money on the card and in savings...and then I have to wait until the next payday. Fingers drumming on my desk.

Waiting for the new season of True Blood to start :)

Researching and waiting to find what my next course of action will be for Scotland. This is something I cannot rush because I want to make sure to align myself with where I'm supposed to be, not just jump into something for the sake of jumping.

Patience is a very hard won ability for me. I have been known as an "I want what I want when I want it" kind of gal. And that has rarely served me well.

With all this patience building comes a lot of thinking, assessing and changing of ideas, which is sort of exciting to tell the truth. I've been brain-storming my life. Since I'm in a bit of a waiting period right now, why not scout out the possibilities?

I'm trying to learn how to listen...then follow...then listen...then follow. It's quite a lesson in patience. Especially during the days I don't seem to hear anything.
XO

Weekend Warrior

2010-05-23T21:16:00.001-04:00

Fishies and Chips

This week's "assignment" was to take a risk. I spent all week trying to figure out what risk and couldn't think of anything! I realize, now, that I think of a risk as something big and dramatic...like dropping everything and moving away. Just a random example ;)

I have been taking little risks for a while now. Such as asking questions, speaking my mind, and establishing healthy boundaries. I'm still working at voicing my needs and asking for help. I'm a little gun-shy still with that.

Some more risk has been involved with purging my apartment because I've been a bit of a hoarder for years...sentimental and craft-related. I'm sure a lot of you can relate.

I read an article about de-cluttering and it mentioned clearing off all surfaces; putting everything in a box to go through when you have time. This is exactly what I did! The result was a clear computer and coffee table.

I was really productive! I worked on and off all day Saturday and treated myself to my version of a dinner Mom used to make when I was a kid: "fishies" with homemade tartar sauce, rosemary fries and a natural blackberry soda. Then I kicked back with some Dr. Who and Season 1 of True Blood.

Sunday was filled with more of the same. It was really great because instead of getting overwhelmed with trying to get everything accomplished in one weekend, I took my time, still had a rest, and saw some progress. I'm seeing how similar organizing my life and my apartment are...I can't expect either to come together all at once. I'm learning more every day.

XO

Art and Gimlet Cookies

2010-05-18T08:00:00.006-04:00

I have recently submitted a photo to Exhibition One: Zero Gravity at Lolita Bar. I donated some cookies for the opening reception and decided to take the opportunity to create a new boozy flavor combination!

Drum roll please...

3 T Gin
2 T Lime Juice
1 t Lime Zest (optional)
3 T Chopped dried cranberries
1/2 c Raw Sugar
1 c All purpose flour
1/2 t Baking Powder
1/4 t Sea Salt
2 t Cornstarch
3 T Canola Oil
3 T Milk

Soak cranberries in gin for about a half hour.

Mix the sugar and lime juice together and let it sit along with the cranberries. I found it almost acted like sweetened lime juice (but without the corn syrup).

Preheat oven to 350F.

Combine dry ingredients and mix well. Add cranberry/gin mix, sugared lime juice, zest, oil, and milk. Mix well. Drop onto a cookie sheet (I use a cookie scoop) covered with unbleached parchment paper. Bake for 18 minutes.

Makes about 18 cookies

They were very popular ;)

Most of the time I try to create these cookies from alcohol I already have in the house. Then I search drink recipes to get inspiration. It's a lot of (delicious) fun!

Here are some photos from the opening reception at Lolita Bar (on the Lower East Side of Manhattan):

The photo on top is mine...

That's me in the mirror :)

I'm In This for the Long Haul...

2010-05-16T12:25:00.004-04:00

Persevering seems to be the lesson I need to learn right now. Not only was it this past week's creative dreaming topic...but I found the above fortune on the floor on my way into the TV Guide kitchen.

Magic, mystery and synchronicity are also a hot topics. Yesterday I spent a WONDERFUL apprenticeship day talking about these very subjects. Some of life's best moments are spent scattered around a kitchen with amazing food and life changing conversation.

Another thing that struck a chord with me was, weirdly, watching an interview with Jonathan Rys Myers. He was talking about auditions and rejections. He said you shouldn't take a rejection personally because it doesn't mean you're not talented, just that you're not right for that particular role.

It's sort of like when the one you fancy doesn't share your feelings. It simply means you're not the right person for them (and vice versa). Of course, it's easier to be rational when the heart isn't involved.

So I've been thinking about all the progress and "setbacks" that I've faced or am facing:

This week I discovered that I can't establish dual citizenship with Canada via Great Parents...just parents. But that doesn't mean I'll give up looking into it. I was actually surprised by how okay I was upon finding all this out. Maybe I'm simply not supposed to reclaim that. It certainly doesn't mean I'll stop researching my family's history!
I admit that I gave up on giving Reiki treatments. I bought a folding massage table over a year ago and started to tentatively put the word out. I had one client...so I gave up. I'm not sure how to pick this up again but that table keeps staring at me...reminding me of the new story I'm trying to write for myself.
I remember sitting in a laundromat with a book called, "Creative Cash" years ago. This was before "LionArt Creations" and "The Lion's Share." I still haven't figured out how to morph the two into a source of income but it's taken on forms I never would have imagined back when my clothes were tumbling around in that Manhattan laundromat. Currently this blog is a source of joy, so I know I'm on the right track.
I'm also on a seemingly never-ending quest to find my way back to Scotland. Currently I'm really into the idea of applying for School, although I'm not sure what or where I want to study yet. Edinburgh seems like the logical choice. And I do love Edinburgh...

This could all change tomorrow...and if it does, that's the direction I should be facing.

XO

Strawberry & Spinach Salad

2010-05-13T11:05:00.003-04:00

This is one of my favorite Spring salads and is so easy to make! There really aren't any set amounts for the ingredients. It's pretty much up to you. If you love strawberries, go heavy on those and vice versa if Spinach is your favorite.

Baby Spinach
Strawberries
Pecans
Olive oil
Raspberry Balsamic Vinegar
Sea Salt
Goat Cheese

I add in some pecans pan-cooked cooked in a splash of raspberry balsamic vinegar and a touch of Celtic sea salt (regular balsamic also works nicely).

Dress with (raspberry) balsamic vinegar, olive oil, and salt to taste. As always...a touch of goat cheese sends it right over the top.

I accidentally bought regular spinach this time...and it was good...but baby spinach is fabulous.

As a side, I cooked some antibiotic free chicken tenders in regular balsamic vinegar and sea salt. They were also delicious cold!

XO

Spring Cleaning

2010-05-10T21:30:00.003-04:00

My Apartment's Garden

I'm trying to do some spring cleaning and checking in. It's slow going but I'm making some progress. I spent some time, a week ago, cleaning my whole kitchen and watching videos I'd accumulated over the years at the office. And when I say "videos" that's exactly what I mean...VHS!

I had decided to purge my video rack...but there were a few I really did want to see. So, I watched a three part documentary about America in the 1940s and part of a movie that I really didn't feel like finishing. And into the bin they all went. I plan to work my way through the pile.

I also went through my shoes! Even I'm amazed at that!

However, I still need to physically get rid of all of it. It doesn't help much when you hold onto stuff that you've "decided" isn't needed anymore. It still takes up space just the same.

All us Creative Dreamers were given a Spring Check-In Questionaire and I found that I was a bit muddled with the answering of it! I have begun to get overwhelmed with my dreams and haven't been keeping track of them well enough to see all the progress I've been making...nor have I been rewarding myself for all the good work.

Spring Check-In

section one: where am i thriving? what seeds are sprouting beautifully?

Creative ideas for The Lion's Share
Paying down debt and putting more in savings

list: dreams for me to continue nurturing

Paying down debt and increasing savings
Bringing The Lion's Share to Scotland
Getting out of the city

plan: what do these dreams need to continue to thrive and how will i give it to them?

Keep budgeting and living within my means (gratitude for the money-energy...allow the flow)
Researching holistic cooking classes
Researching grants
Keep up with posting here
Get involved with creative pursuits

section two: where am i struggling? which seeds aren’t coming up (yet)?

My tolerance of New York is getting thinner all the time
My patience gets challenged with the debt...I fail to acknowledge the progress and only see the numbers. I need to celebrate the little victories.
I still don't have an exercise regime and feel very out of shape and tired
I've fallen out of practice with reiki
I would like a clearer plan for my travel dreams

list: dreams to plant again

Setting up a new photography website/gallery/storefront
Giving reiki treatments
Yoga/exercise practice

plan: how am i going to plant them? what can i do to get these dreams moving and how will i do it?

Sit down with the photos again
Start practicing reiki on myself again
Start doing the simple AM/PM yoga DVD again

section three: is there anything unwanted starting to sprout?

Anger sprouts up a lot at the city and all it encompasses. I feel tense just walking out my front door...and at times the energy in the air makes me want to cry. That's certainly unwanted.
Feeling overwhelmed at times.

list: areas where weeding is necessary

I really need to get rid of a lot of stuff cluttering up my apartment so I can clean easier and have more space to think, breathe, exercise and have more time to relax. More time to cook and blog.

plan: what will it take to remove these weeds? how will i do it?

I'm going to start by getting rid of the clothes and box of videos I collected. It's a start at least.

We Are Magic

2010-04-25T22:24:00.004-04:00

1920 Census Form

This past week started off on a sad note...I attended a phenomenal young boy's funeral. That will certainly put things into perspective. The thought that he fought cancer for most of his too-short life, and fought bravely, made me realize that now is for living. Not tomorrow or next week...NOW.

Creative Dreaming has asked that we begin to realize that we can create and live our dreams because we are magic. It has also asked us to relax into them and see that we don't have to struggle and push to see things happen. I think that when we push, we tend to miss the important things.

This reminds me of my favorite Rumi quote: " Let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love." I've also been thinking about something my herbal teacher said during our last class: "You can't grasp at joy, you can only open to it."

I believe in both these quotes whole-heartedly. When I don't push and just be who I am and do what I love...the doors are open and amazing things come in. Sometimes they don't pan out but the thrill of them in general shows me what is possible.

So, how am I living life now? I'm Letting myself be drawn by the stronger pull of what I really love :)

I've been researching my family history and seeing just how uber French Canadian we are! We go back on both sides (mostly to Quebec) hundreds of years. I've gotten back to the early 1700s and still haven't hit France! I'm loving this search! My dream would be to plan a trip to Quebec to trace my family and write about it. I'm also interested into looking into establishing dual citizenship if that's a possibility.

Look at all those "Canadas"

I, of course, have also been thinking about what my next adventure to Scotland will be made up of. There's so much I'd like to do out there! I'd love to rent a self-catering cottage with friends and enjoy some Lion's Share cooking, blogging and togetherness. I'd love to do an experience week (or more) at Findhorn. I'd love to walk the West Highland Way, I'd love to help re-plant trees in the Caledonian Forest, I'd love to visit Iona again. I've also been turned on to the idea of studying Gaelic at the Sabhal Mor Ostaig on Skye. Where to begin!?

I've submitted a photo to a group show that my Women Artists Salon is doing on The Lower East Side. I used it in my "Very Affirming" Blog.

And last, but not least...I have succeeded in paying off another credit card. Now onto the last (and biggest). My savings account keeps growing too (thanks tax refunds)!

Next up...some much needed Spring cleaning. I really need three day weekends so I can have one day to just lay around and nap and then the other two to cook, clean and blog.

XO

Self Care in Difficult Times

2010-04-14T09:30:00.008-04:00

Dandelions Collected to Make Oil

Another Creative Dreaming assignment! To make a list of "Stuff to do When Things Suck."

I found myself thinking about all the things that bring me joy and realized that I have a hard time doing stuff when things suck...unless "stuff" means sitting on my couch wallowing and watching 80s Spy and Detective Shows on DVD.

I suppose that could be #1 :)

So I think having an actual list to refer to, or just as a reminder of fun, is a great idea.

Watch something silly or uplifting.
Knit
Make a delicious cappuccino
Enjoy a tea infusion
Work in the kitchen and sing along to my iPod
Organize dinner in or out with friends

Favorite After Work/Theatre Spot

Make some medicine
Cook
Sing
Play my violin
Read something inspiring
Write
Hot baths
Reconnect with things I used to love to do

I hadn't been to a Broadway show in a while...Loved it!

My Addams Family Mug/Spoon

Creative projects of any kind
Talk with friends
Photograph beautiful things
Get outside and wander a bit in the park

Forest Park

I spread a blanket and read for a while

Tree Lady

Practice Gratitude
Dance
Have a *good* Cry
Listen to soul-soothing music

What's on your list?
XO

Sowing the Seeds of Abundance

2010-04-12T22:30:00.007-04:00

I'm catching up with some Creative Dreaming assignments after posting all my Dublin blogs. This particular one deals with money and abundance. We were asked to plant seeds to represent our finances and tend to them and watch them grow.

I love this idea...not only because I'm doing an herbal apprenticeship and have a love for plants...but because it puts a creative spin on my money. It's much more fulfilling than staying glued to my bank account online. I do this too, but it feels draining whereas the plants gentle my heart.

I look at experiences as seeds too. For instance, every trip I've taken has planted seeds inside my soul that have blossomed into the woman I am and becoming.

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I bought this charming little craft kit with grass seeds and little monster to sew a few years back...this was the perfect opportunity to use it!

I had also bought some Heather seeds at an indoor market in Inverness back in 2008...so I couldn't resist planting them as well.

I'm sure no one's surprised :)

Can you see them!? They're tiny...but growing!

Germinating new plants is so exciting (so is paying down my debt and saving). I feel like a kid, running over to the pots every day to see how my "babies" are doing...and how my abundance is growing.